I did not know
that losing you
is painful reality
and it pains
more to feel
shattering into pieces
like a vase
falling down flat
broken, damaged, irreparable
I lost balance.You were bleeding
I was hesitant
I was wrong
I tried hard
to pick pieces
of broken soul
back to whole
and I bled
spick and span
you were broken.It wasn't me
who can fix
your soul's fragments
so let him
grab the pieces
away from me
'cause you'll suffer
if you stay
let the memories
remain solely, then.
Gustave Caillebotte, "Vue de toits (Effet de neige)," oil