Yours Always? (A Connor McDonough Fanfic)

Chapter 1 - Yours Always

A/N: This is the first chapter of my new fanfic "Yours Always." Hope you guys enjoy.

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May 12, 2012

Connor and I have been dating for a year today! I'm so happy and lucky to have such a great guy in my life. He treats me like a princess. Of course it's hard when he's touring with his band Before You Exit, but we make it work. I met Connor when I moved to Orlando, turns out he was my neighbor. It's a pretty cliché story if you ask me, girl falling for boy next door, but I wouldn't change a thing!

May 16, 2012

I just found out Connor is leaving for tour in 2 weeks...2 weeks! I'm going to miss him so much, but I know we'll get through it just like we have before. It will be hard but I know we can make it through anything, that's just how strong our love is.

May 20, 2012

Connor has been acting weird the last few days. He isn't acting like himself, he isn't smiling as much, and you can see it in his eyes that something is bothering him, but every time I ask him about it he says he's fine. I should just let it go right? Maybe I'll talk to his brothers Riley and Toby about it, maybe they know what's bothering him.

May 21, 2012

So I talked to Riley today and he said Connor is just stressed with preparing for tour. I have a feeling that's not the whole truth...but I'm just going to let it go.

May 26, 2012

Connor's been acting more like himself again, which makes me happy, but I still sense something is off. It may just be me, but I'm not sure, something just seems off.

May 29, 2012

So the guys leave tomorrow morning for tour... I'm trying to be strong, but I don't know how long I can keep it up. I'm going to miss Connor so much. Tonight he's staying over so we can have one last night together before he is gone for 3 months, and in the morning I'll go over to his house and say goodbye to everybody, and that will be that.....

May 30, 2012

Dear Nina,

I hate to do this, but I know I have to. Being away from you and doing the whole long distance thing sucks. I know we've done it before, but I don't think I can do it again, it's just too hard. What I'm trying to say is I think it's time we broke up...I think it will make it easier for us both if we just end it. I love you with all of my heart, don't forget that. And I also think it's best if we don't talk anymore, It will make it easier for us to let go. I think it's best if you don't talk to the guys either. I'm sorry it has to be like this, I really am. I don't want us to be over but we have to be, for now anyways. Maybe one day we'll see each other again and pick up right where we left off, but for right now this is goodbye.

Yours always,

Connor

My heart was shattered into a million pieces when I read that letter. I woke up expecting Connor to be there, but in his place was that letter, the letter that changed everything.