My Teenage Bullshit - Veronica Sawyer AU

1.2 - Aftermath

November 2nd, 1986

Dear Diary,

Heather Chandler's party was utterly awful. Some seniors crashed it. Fucked up the house- interior and interior. Heather Duke got raped by one of the senior boys. Then she got body shamed by his friends after he finished. She's being tormented, by the other Heathers, Kurt and Ram, the entire school! I'd help, but she hates everyone's guts. In fact, she could be puking them out right this moment. I feel bad, but it's nice to see popularity biting back in the ass. 

Kurt and Ram were found this morning laying naked on Heather Chandler's bed- Heather nowhere to be found. There was a picture taken- now to everyone else, they're gay for eachother. I mentioned that the image is technically child pornography, nudes of underaged teenagers, but I'm ignored at Westerburg. I'm an unpopular, "nerdy" freshman.

I was shoved into the pool by a drunk Ram Sweeney (before the gay incident) at the party. He ruined my only nice dress. It was scary, because I saw someone carrying over an electric appliance to the pool when I was in it. I don't know what they were trying to do, but to be safe I got out. I should be glad I didn't die. 

McNamara lost her virginity publicly to another guy in our grade. I never learned his name. It was really hard to tell if her situation was rape or consensual. afterwards, she told me to go pick up pregnancy tests from the local drug store (I was still soaked) because he didn't use a condom. So I went, at 2 AM, and I bought her that shit. She owes me one. 

I finally got home today at 1 AM. I went through a lot of yelling from my parents- fair enough. I was out for thirty-something hours. 

God, this entire situation is so chaotic. 

Always, V.S