Do You Love Me (clearxmink)

Chapter Four

Clear sat on the living room couch glancing at the door. After mink left he didn't come back.... that was about eleven days ago.

Clear tried every thing he even went outside to find mink, but came back with no success. after each day past clear got more restless.

Clear wasn't sure what to do. he would wander around the streets. but every time clear did he would alway feel nervous and even nauseous.

Clear wasn't fond of going out side not only because it was scary out side, but all he could wear was his coat.

Clear would pout from the memory of mink literally ripping his clothes. though it did make him blush.

but clear still wandered the streets an even sat down to see if mink would walk by. but he started to lose hope on thinking that mink would come back.

Clear would always be jumpy when it came to passing dark and Erie alleys. he even got scared when a can feel out of a trash can.

"Mink!" clear whine as he laid down on the couch. clear sniffled but quickly rubbed his eyes.

'No. no crying!'

No matter how many time clear would promise himself not to cry, he would always break down after.

Clear turned on his stomach and hugged one of the pillows. he started to sob his voice mostly cracking because he was nothing close to human,

'Why do I feel this way?'

'Why am I acting like this?'

'Why do I care so much?'

"It hurts'

'Why does this affect me so much?'

'Do I love him'

"I can't!"

Clear shouted out loud. clear sniffled he knew mink wouldn't think the same thing.

Clear did recall when mink... touched him. 'but that didn't really mean anything!' It was probably mink just playing around.

He did say he was bored. Clear started to frown and his eyes started to water. clear really did start to believe that this was a one-sided love.

'Why can't he love me?'

Clear started to chuckle, what else did he think. that mink would actually love him.

'Pathetic..'

Clear started to cry again. This was normal for clear to be on and off. ever since mink disappeared clear emotions where on and off hot and cold, like it was a malfunction he couldn't fix.

Clear was becoming desperate for mink to come back. But what was clear expecting. he wanted him to come back and what, hug his and tell him he loved him?

'Yes...'

Clear wanted mink to love him back. he wanted mink back. clear wanted mink to-

'Selfish...'

Clear frown he is selfish isn't he. It was always about clear isn't it. clear wants that clear wants this. Clear started to shake, he was a selfish burden.

'Mink,'

'Come home....'

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