Song fanfic: I wish - One Direction
By: Serene Xiong😜
Authors note: Minor cussing, this is also my first song fanfic so I know it's trash so, sdjcbkjasdb
He takes your hand, I die a little
Y/N's POV: Kiyoomi smiles at me and holds his hand out, I smile and take it. He takes me to the middle of the floor and smiles, I smile back and laugh a little.
I watch your eyes and I'm in riddles
Atsumu's POV: I look at them and smile..but turn away and sigh.
Why can't you look at me like that?
Time-skip
When you walk by, I try to say it
Y/N's POV: "Hey, Atsumu." I said and smiled, he looked at me and blinked
But then I freeze, and never do it
"Hey, Y/N." He said he smiles back at me.
"So what are you doing?" I ask, Atsumu looked to the side, "Nothin' much....just drinkin' ver here."
I laugh, "Well don't drink too much, I don't think Samu' wants to carry you home."
My tongue gets tied, the words get trapped (Trapped)
Atsumu laughs too and takes a sip of his glass, "Yeah, true."
I hear the beat of my heart getting louder, whenever I'm near you
Kiyoomi comes back and looks at me and Atsumu
But I see you
Kiyoomi says, "Glad you could make it Atsumu.." Atsumu looks at him, "You didn't think I'd come to my best friends and teammates weddin'??" he smiles. I laugh and Kiyoomi smiles at me. Atsumu takes a sip out of his drink and looks to the side again.
With him slow dancing
I talk with Kiyoomi for a while and Atsumu gets up
Tearing me apart 'cause you don't see
Atsumu's POV: I get up and go to the bathroom, I look at myself in the mirror and sigh.
I slap my cheeks and say, "C'mon, we gotta be happy for 'em..for Y/N..."
Whenever you
Goes out of the bathroom and walks back.
Sees Y/N kissing Kiyoomi's lips
Kiss him, I'm breaking,
I look away and order another drink
Oh how I wish that was me
Time-skip
He looks at you, the way that I would
Y/N's POV: Kiyoomi wraps his hands around me while we walk and smiles at me lovingly
I smile back and kiss his lips.
I look away and see Atsumu, I walk up to him, "Hey Tsumu'"
Atsumu's POV: I hear Y/N and then look at them, "Hey Y/N..h-how're ya and yer h-husband..?" ...why did I stutter..?
Does all the things, I know that I could
They smile at me, "We love the party you made for us. I appreciate it Tsumu."
I smile back at them weakly, "Yer welcome Y/N, anythin' for you.."
If only time, could just turn back
Flash back
My POV: "I don't know why you can't find yer own tutor Tsumu'" I say, "I even have your accent! That's how much I've been hanging out with you and Samu'"
Atsumu laughs at me, "Well duh, you ain't go no other friends anyways"
'Cause I got three little words that I've always been dying to tell you
I smack his arm and stick my tongue at him, "I have friends. It's you that doesn't"
I look away and sigh.
Atsumu's POV: I look at them and smile, "Ya can't be mad at me fer long anyways Y/N." They huff and turn around, "I can, and you, can study for finals, yerself." I blink and beg them to stay.
They smile at me cheekily and I blush a little.
But I see you
Back flash time-skip (djcbkjc idk-)
"WOAH!!-" Y/N exclaimed loudly and dragged me to the side, "Did you see him?!??!?" I looked over and saw Sakusa Kiyoomi. "Sakusa Kiyoomi?" I questioned, they blushed. I opened my eyes a little wider...they covered her mouth and said, "He looks nice...and hot-" they started to blush even more.
With him slow dancing
I looked at them and then him..."oh.." I said quietly..
I smiled at them and started to tease them, "You like little Sakusa Kiyoomi over there..??" I smiled, they blushed and looked away and said..."no-" I laughed, and they said, "SHhhhhhhhHHh you dumbass-"
Tearing me apart 'cause you don't see
I laugh, "Ehehehe..how bout' I set you two up..?" They looked at me and said quietly.."You can do that..?" "Nahhh..." I said, they smacked my arm, "OW, what the hell was that for???" They walked away and I could see them blushing and fuming, I smiled and then it faltered.
Whenever you
Time Skip
"Y/N, it's time to go." I said, I heard them say, "Yeah, yeah I'm coming." They run up to me and hands me a mask. "Put it on since ya didn't wear one here, ya loser." I smiled sarcastically, "Why thank you." I took it and put it in my pocket for later. They sigh and looks around, I look down at them, "Who ya lookin' for..? Yer Sakusa Kiyoomi that you," says in a little high pitch. "Love so muchhh~~" They kicked me, "OW!- What the fu-'' they shushed me, "Shut it Tsumu'!-'' they looked around and was blushing, Samu' laughed at me. "Pft..wow-" he said, "Oh shuddup Samu'!" I said.
Kiss him, I'm breaking,
Time skip to the future
"I didn't think that they would actually hit it off Tsumu, good job." Samu said, I looked at Y/N and Sakusa and blinked...and then smiled. "I guess...they're gettin' what they wants.."
I felt Samu' look at me, I looked at him, "Wait a minute....did you like Y/N..?"
I looked away.."Not did...do.." I sniffled and looked up. "I'll move on.."
Samu' looked at me and sighed...'I know you can't...yer late to tell them anyways..they're already officially married."
I laughed..."I know...I'm late..I didn't even realize until they started datin' that I liked..no..loved em'.." I sniffled again.
Oh how I wish that was me
I looked over at them again and then looked away..."I'll just..I'll just distance myself then..I don't wanna ruin it for em..for Y/N.." I feel some tears falling down my cheeks.."Shit.." I said quietly..
I went to the bathroom and went into a stall, I started to sob..
With my hands on your waist, while we dance in the moonlight
I wiped my tears..but they just kept on falling.."I wanted to....I just wanted them..I love them..FUCK" I yelled, I kept on sobbing until I heard someone knock on the stall...I sniffled and wiped my eyes.."What do ya want.." I said in a raspy tone from the crying and sobbing I've done. "We need to go Tsumu'" It was Samu'.... "Hold on.." I said, "lemme just..get myself ready to leave.."
I come out of the stall and goes to the sinks..I look at myself in the mirror and splash water in my face. I wipe my face and walk out the bathroom.
I wish it was me, that you'll call later on 'cause you wanna say good night
I look for Samu' and then I see Y/N alone...I look for Sakusa and doesn't see him..
I walk towards Y/N and smile at her, "Hey Y/N." They look back at me and smiles, "Hey Tsumu'"
Y/N's POV: ...has he been..crying..?
Atsumu's POV: "Where's Omi-kun?" she sighs and smiles, "He just went to the bathroom." ...."Oh..." I said, they laugh a little, "Yeah."
I look at my watch.." It's almost midnight.." they looked at me, "Really..!??!? Oh my gosh-"
'Cause I see you
I blink at them and smile.."Anyways.." I hold my hand out to them.."Do you wanna dance since this'll be the last time we can properly dance..?" I smile at them.
Y/N's POV: I look at Atsumu and smiles, "Sure, but you know I can't dance-" He laughs, "Neither can I." We laugh. I take his hand anyway, "Fine.'' I smile at him, "Let's dance I guess."
With him slow dancing
He takes me out to the middle of the floor and smiles at me, I smile back and laugh. "You better not stomp on my feet." he said, "I didn't step on Kiyoomi's so yer fineeee." He chuckles and I laugh. We dance for a few minutes with a couple laughs and snorts.
Atsumu's POV: I think, "I wanna tell them....but I-I..can't..." I look at them and they look back at me.
Whenever you
They laugh, "You okay Tsumu? You've been spacing out."
I opened my mouth and then closed it..
Kiss him, I'm breaking,
I let go of them and grabbed their shoulders..Y/N.."
They blink and look at me, "Yes..?"
Oh how I wish
I look at them, "I have something to tell you.."
Oh how I wish
"Well..go ahead then." They said
Oh how I wish, that was me
"I love you. I've always had."
Oh how I wish, that was me
