My whole life I've been obsessed with the thought of love
The feeling of a precious woman by my side.
Nothing is more important
Love isnt something you buy or can work hard for.
You just need to hope.
I dont merely desire women for sex.
I could care less on the issue.
She need not have the largest breasts or firmest butt.
I simply desire a girl I can have a nice time with.
I want to make a girl laugh, to make her feel happy, to make her feel loved.
And I want the same. I love feeling a girl is proud to be with me.
If I am in a relationship I fully devote myself to it
I can't help but be a little clingy.
I cant bring it to myself to harm a woman in any way.
Naturally many girls say you're so sweet. You're the perfect guy. I wish I could find someone like you.
I'm someone like me. If I'm so sweet why am I so lonely?
I'm a jealous person. Seeing jocks swap spit with cheerleaders down every hallway I turn.
Never escaping the love I so desperately desire.
Then it's those same girls saying I would be the perfect guy.
Perhaps if I follow societies standards
Maybe if I only wanted women for sex I would be happy.
Seems to work for everyone else.
But I can't
Thats not who I am and no matter how I feel I can't change.
I often wish I could not care so much like other people.
But I can't bring it to myself. One day I might find the girl for me. Until then a boy can dream
