I freaking love you

I hate you.
I really hate you.
Why did you come in my life?
Why did you help me stand up?
Why did you make me smile?
Why did you help me live up?
Why did you help me fight against my fears?
You knew
I was getting obsessed with you
You knew
I couldn't spend a single night
Without talking to you
You knew
I waited for you every single night
Even if I was sick
Or  I had bruised arms
You knew I wanted you by my side
You knew I hated hearing that
You were with some other girl
You knew ;I missed you
Even while talking to you
I was impatient,angry, stubborn
And everything bad
But I left them all for you
I hate you for being my best friend
I hate you for making me feel I have someone
Someone who loved me and adored me
I hate you for helping me see the bright side of everything
I hate you for everything I hate you
For you made me so obsessed with you
That now I miss you
I miss you all the time
The moment I wake up to the moment I close my eyes
I hate you for you made me cry so much as I missed you
If you weren't supposed to stay with me,
Then why did you come in my life
If you were to go away,
Why did you make me feel I have a living soul
By my side to help me standup
Every time I fall. And then we parted.
And then I missed you.
I cried all day and all night.
I cried so much that I couldn't hide it from people around me.
I hate you and all others I love
I hate you all
You all have made me spell bound in your love
That now I find nowhere to go
You, and all others are making me suffer
Why? Why? What was my fault?
Why do I love you all?
So much that I hate you all?
And you are on the top of the list
Of those I miss every day
And I cry for and I love
And don't even think about leaving me
ForI hate you
I hate you so much
Because I love you.