My Guardian Angel (Angel!Link x Religious!Reader Oneshots) PART 2

The Sad Life Of A Fangirl

Note: Are you in love with cartoon characters as a kid? Who's your favorite fictional crush? FANGIRL SCREAM!!! 💞💞💞

No matter how much you flirt with the fantasy, you will end up marrying the reality. The sad life of us, fangirls.

I know so much about you but you are not aware of my existence. The sad truth of being a fangirl.

Your POV

I am a typical fangirl. I fall in love with fictional characters who had those cute or sexy looks. I crushed really hard on them because of my sudden feelings. But I'm afraid they are not for real, just an illusion in my head.

Or a vision of a boy with a pretty face I can picture, like he didn't exist. I worry too much whenever I could think about him. I have lovey-dovey dreams that felt real or am I hallucinating. Unlike other girls in the world who has a crush on a celebrity or something.

Not everyone has a crush on someone they like, especially for the fans. If I can't find him, I have nothing despite the fact I remained single and I have to stay that way forever. What's the use anyway? I'm not like them and that's not my life I ever wanted.

I just don't feel being in love. There's something that is missing within me. It was supposed to make me happy but it didn't work. The spark is fading and my ship has sailed far away. What, am I on a mental heath day?

It's because I never had the guts to tell him how I ever feel this way. Normal girls who think boys are hot were the real ones (the celebrities grew up so fast), except for me. It's not exactly the same either. I only love to watch anime or play videogames.

Maybe I'll just put on a VR headgear as a virtual lover or a dating simulator, instead of a hologram like the ones they used in live concerts for entertainment. I mean, why do I have these feelings all if a sudden? Why can't I see them? But in my dreams? I am hopeless...

I drowned in my misery, bored and very gloomy as I moved like a ragdoll. My life being a fangirl is perfect, but not really that perfect as it seems. Why me? I waited for this day to come but nothing happened. I never experienced a sexual relationship because it's not safe for me. That's not who I am.

A fangirl's love towards a fictional male character is complicated as ever which I know it sounds crazy. I thought it was just a figment of my imagination. A split image of the perfect boyfriend I never had. Or a vision of a handsome god-like appearance. 😍😍😍

For the first time I fell in love ever since when I was a little kid, I had crushes on cartoon characters....mostly the males. It gives me infatuation and daydreams about them. They are totally cute, super hot and good-looking too, instead of a charming Disney prince.

Such as the teen ghost Danny Phantom ('Danny Phantom'), the ultimate alien Ben Tennyson ('Ben 10'), the scientific genius Jimmy Neutron ('Adventures Of Jimmy Neutron'), the goofy football head Arnold ('Hey Arnold!'), the smart problem solver Fred ('Scooby Doo!'), the rockstar vampire Marshall Lee ('Adventure Time')...etc.

I can't stop thinking about them and I couldn't resist. I just stare at their faces for couple of minutes. I guess natural beauty is the eye of the beholder, rather than sexuality. I also feel the same way as a teenager and I keep on blushing while I watch the shows.

From cartoons to anime, movies to videogames. I developed some kind of so-called 'toonaphilia' which means being attracted to fictional characters. It still remains in my fonded childhood memories. Now I'm beginning to like them. If only they were real...

In my early teenage years, I became a gamer, but I was still in lovesick. I also had attracted feelings too as well which is I can't make it fade away. The male characters are my favorites of all time. I wonder if they were a boyfriend material as a perfect match.