I have this random guy that i met in the internet
We became chatmate for almost a year
We talk casually and became comfortable to each other.
We had the same interest like favorite movie, hobby and some other stuffs that we literally like in common.
He started to shared secrets to me,he's good to me actually he is sweet and very understanding the reason why i felt something to him,something romantic.
Days,months go on were still chatting asking for our whereabouts of each other, and sharing stories about what happend during our weekdays
Then month of December came.
I became busy,lots of school works submittion of projects and deadlines, i rarely hold my phone to go online, i also never chat him.
One night on December, I go online after finishing my last project.I fist open my messenger hoping there is a message from him and he didn't fail me because there is a message from him oh,messeges rather, i open it and saw flodded messages from him, asking why im not online, he still updating me about his doings even im not replying, i saw some messages telling that even though im busy,i should not forget to atleast take a rest, he also tells me to eat on time , which i found sweet. This guy never fails to make me smile i thought.
Im about to type a reply when I saw that he's already online, and he's now typing!
"Hey,how are you?" He message me
" im fine, sorry i became busy this past few weeks i didnt have the time to even hold my phone and check messages"
"No, its ok i understand but i hope you didnt forget to eat on time even your busy." I see the genuine concern to him even though i didnt see him
"Yes, of course"
We became chatmate again after that night. He ask if i can update him if im going to be busy so that he wont worry,i said yes to him, my smile never leaves on my lips while reading that text from him
January 31 hour before new year,he said there is something that he wants to tell me, well I have something to say too.
11:50 he calls me in the messenger i answered it immedietly.
"Hi, happy new year" he said
"Hello, hahaha its not yet 12 but happy new year"
"I have something to tell you, i dont know if you will be mad at me or not, but i hope your not."
"Hey, what is it?just say it already you make me nervous"
" ahm, you know we became chatmate for a long time"
"Yes, i know"
" i became comfortable with you i hope you are too" I am but i did not say it loud afraid what will he say so i just remained silent and listen on what he about to say
" the few weeks that your gone, i mean the times that i didnt receive any messages from you i realize something" I can now literally hear my heartbeat ,I dont know how did i happen but i just did,What he's trying to say?Did he realize that he's mad at me? But i explained myself to him, didnt I?
"I've miss you"
"What?"
"During the time that you stop messaging me because you said your busy i started missing you, I think I like you,no i like you and im sure of that." Wow my jaw dropped upon hearing what he said, is he serious?
"Henry,If your just making a fun of me ,pls stop that, thats not sort of a joke!" I thought he will take back what he said and but no, he do the opposite
"Why would i lie to you on something like that,i wont and never lie to you" he assured, honestly Im confused on that time,yes Im happy well who woudnt?my crush confessed that he likes me too! But there's a part of me dont want to accept his confessions, fear i guess? Im afraid of taking the risk, to commit.
After the confession he ask if he can court me, but i refuse yes i do like him but im not sure of my feelings to him. I doubt his feelings for me that why I'm here one of the people who will witness the union of two hearts. My eyes lock on the sight in front. The man i love exchanging I do's, with the woman that supposed to be me.
End.
