Sucked in || Wilbur Soot Fanfic DISCONT !

13 - Ella's past

TW: Mention of physical and mental abuse, trauma, swearing, alcoholism, and relationship problems.

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Ella's POV:

It was the next morning after I saw that I've gotten a dm from my ex. I haven't gone on twitter since last night to avoid even seeing the dm. I don't know how many messages he had sent me, but I want to open it when I'm with Wilbur after I explain everything to him.

I shoot Will a quick phone call at 11 am.

"Hey goodmorning bubs!" I say normally, so that I don't throw him off or anything. I'm kinda good at hiding my feelings when need be.

"Goodmorning love, did you need anything?" He says all groggily, I think he might've just woken up whereas I've been awake for a couple of hours now.

"Would you like to come over later? It's important." 

"Important? What happened? Are you okay?" He replies in a worried tone.

I guess throwing in the word 'important' kinda threw him off and worried him. I needed to reassure him that I'm okay.

"Yes yes I'm okay, I just need to talk to you about something. But don't worry, everything is okay. Also, I miss you." 

"Missing me already hm? We saw each other yesterday." He says, and I could tell he smiled into that sentence.

"Yeah well, I tend to miss people I actually enjoy spending time with. And that I like." 

"Well, the feeling's mutual. I can swing around 4 pm and we can spend the evening together?"

"Sounds great, see you then Mr.Soot."

"See you, Ms.Els."

I had hung up and got on with my day. To pass the time until Wilbur came, I just simply got put together, ate some food, and watched some youtube.

Time skip to 4 pm when Wilbur arrives.

As I hear the doorbell ring, I quickly walk over to it and open the door. Wilbur greets me with a hug and a soft kiss. 

"Helloo, come sit sit." I say, pointing to the couch.

"We were doing this same exact thing last night." He says, laughing.

"Well.. yeah but, there's actually something I need to tell you." 

I look down in nervousness and try to collect myself before saying anything, as I had actually really gotten nervous. I don't know how Wilbur would react to this. I didn't even know how to approach this, let alone really get into it. I haven't really spoken to anyone about it. Talking about my feelings wasn't my strong suit, because most of the time I didn't really know how to read my own feelings. 

"Are you okay Els?" He asks, then holds my hand to reassure me that everything's okay.

"Yeah.. I just don't really know how to explain this to you. Let me just, say everything without interruption okay? Just listen for now." I say, with a down voice.