Y/n POV
All of the sudden I was woken up from someone banging on my door I quickly got up and put on a hoodie making sure you couldn't see my fresh cuts when I opened the door I saw....... Gus
" Gus what do you want"
" I came to make sure you were ok"
"Well I'm fine so you can leave now thanks"
I said if In kind of a bitchy tone honestly just because I was depressed and didn't want to see anybody but he immediately grabbed my are and moved my hoodie up so he could see my cuts I pulled my arm back and yelled
"DUDE WHAT THE FUCK"
"I fucking knew it y/n"
"KNEW WHAT "
"That you where in here FUCKING CUTTING instead of coming to ME or your one fucking friend Liz or whatever "
"FIRST of all her Name is rose and SECOND of all it's not any of YOUR BUSINESS this is my body and I can do whatever I want to it so you can FUCK off and STOP PRETENDING TO FUCKING CARe when you don't "
" I do fucking care though you know what fuck you I don't give a fuck but if you where dead then I wouldn't get that pussy anymore so"
" your a FUCKING piece of SHIT Gus"
I yell as I slammed the door I can't believe he really just showed up at my door pretending to care when all he wanted was my pussy you know what fuck this I called my plug and he hooked me up with some coke,weed and oxys I set up 3 lines and did all three without flinching cause some say I'm "addicted " I say I just do them for fun but whatever I ended up doing all of the coke taking a few shots of vodka and smoke two blunts and went to bed
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A/n so I decided there's gonna be a few months time skip in the next chapter to really get the drama going
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My ghost girl (lil peep)
FanfictionUhh idk what to say the book does get better I promise lol Contains smut, drugs, overdose, abuse, self harm ect In no way is this book to disrespect peep im jus using him for the story not what he actually acted like he won't die in this book
