good girls are bad girls

T w e n t y - t w o

Clary's POV:

I wake up at 5:25 and I get dressed. I decide to wear my new dress pants with a purple button down shirt and my black flats. I put my hair in a sock bun and brush my teeth. I still feel horrible so I take some medicine. I put some toast in the toaster and turn on the tv.

The toaster finally pops and I get my toast out and put some grape jelly on it. I walk over to the fridge and grab some orange juice and pour myself a glass. I walk back over to the couch and sit down and eat my breakfast.

I get a text from Josh saying: Morning beautiful. How about you meet me at the coffee shop?

I smile and say: okay.

I grab my coat and keys and head out the door without bothering to turn the tv off.

When I get there Josh already has my cup of coffee. I park the car and get out and sit down at a table with him. We talk for about 30 minutes. I check the time and realize I'm going to be late.

I finish my coffee and throw it away and josh kisses me good bye.

As I walk away he says,"I love you."

"I love you too Josh." I say.

I get in the car and run into the school. I sit at my desk waiting for the kids to come in. Right on time they do.

I stand up and Bella comes up to me.

"Ms. Jones. Are you okay?" She asks me.

"Why wouldn't I be honey?" I ask laughing a bit.

She points at something but I don't look.

Finally I look down and she is pointing at my stomach.

"What's wrong with your stomach?" She asks me.

I laugh and look back at my stomach. I guess I have gained some weight...

"Nothing sweetie. Why don't you go sit down?" I say with a smile.

she smiles back at me and says,"Okay."

The day goes by quick. As soon as all of the kids leave I rush to my car and speed home.

I call a doctor asking for an appointment and she tells me to come in whenever I can. So with that I drive there.

When I get to the doctors office I run inside and ask if she is available. They smile and nod. They point to a door and I walk in there.

"Hi ms. Jones.." She smiles at me.

"Hi." Is all i could say back.

"Why are you here today?" She asks me.

"I don't feel to well and I've gained a lot of weight... Can you check it out for me?"

She smiles and says," Of course I can."

I sit on her working table and lie down. She does all of her doctor stuff and finally she smile and says," Hun.. Your pregnant."

I feel so happy right now.

"I am?" I ask.

She nods her head and I don't know why but I get up and hug her and run out the door. I call josh and tell him to meet me at my house. I get there and he is already waiting for me in the living room where the tv Is still on.

"Hey I have something to tell you." I say smiling.

He sits up. "What is it?" He asks me with a smile.

"I'm pregnant. Were going to have a baby!!" I say smiling with tears in my eyes.

He frowns. And I look to the ground. Josh didn't want kids. But I always did. I'm hoping he will make an exception but my hopes were crushed when he said,"Clary.. I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore. I don't want a kid. I don't want a kid with you.. I don't want a kid with anyone! I never want kids. I'm sorry."

I start to cry and sink to the floor. He steps over me and walks out the door. I can't believe he said that to me. I call Sydney but she won't answer. I decide to call Luke so he can have Sydney come over here.

He finally answers.

"Hey Clary what's up?" He asks.

I swallow my tears down to make me sound like I wasn't crying but without luck it did.

"Clary what's wrong?" He asks me.

"Where's Sydney?" Is all I say.

"Uh out grocery shopping with Lucas. She left her phone here why?"

"Because I need her..." I say kind of lying. I don't particularly need her. I could use anyone. I need someone to come comfort me and I feel only Sydney can do that.

"Why?" He asks me.

"Because something happened.." I say not getting into detail.

"What do you mean? Clary?" I don't answer him.

I decide to hang up but before I do he says," I'm coming over there." And then I hang up.

I get off of the ground and sit on the couch waiting for Luke to get here. He finally does after 15 minutes.

I open the door and walk over the couch.

"What's wrong?" He asks me while sitting down next to me on the couch.

I look at him with tears in my eyes and say," Josh just broke up with me because he didnt want kids."

"Why would he do that? I mean it's not like your planning on having kids any time soon right?" He asks.

I look down and say," Luke.. I'm pregnant."

I look back up to see his emotion. He looks mad and upset at the same time. I'm about to look back down when Luke opens his arms for me and I gladly go in them. We stay like that for a long time and I just cry like a baby in his arms.

I finally let go. And Luke asks me," Do you even want kids?"

I look at him and say," Of course I do." I look down at my stomach and smile.

"What are you gonna name it?"

"Well if it's boy Mason. If it's a girl Caitlyn." I've always liked those names.

Luke smiles and says," Caitlyn and Mason.... I like that." He checks his phone and says," I gotta go but I'll send Sydney over here and you guys can spend some time together."

I stand up and he hugs me once more and walks out the door. I go in my room and fall asleep because I am warn out.