Drowning

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Tw- suicidal, drowning, death
Please let me know if you enjoy the first two chapters i just wanna see what people think. Then if I get a good reaction I will edit the rest of the chapters/phases
[Please don't mean I am only beginning:) ]

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I can't move.

I know I'm dying, but I can't move.

People walk by but my hands shatter as a reach out.

It's peaceful down here, why would I want to go back to shore now, I lay at one with the silence, with the dark.

She has no expectations of me.

I'm safe,

Her presence feels like home almost comforting.

Even though my lungs burn, even though I'm tired and alone.

I like to be alone,

I like to be alone,

I tell myself.

This lying is not getting convincing.

The silence is getting louder now.

The darkness has got me.

I want to go home.

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I'm drowning,

Yet I'm too tired to fight it

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Today I found A lifeless body laid in the lake.

Her skin is as cold as ice.

Her eyes,

Her eyes had seen the evil of the world, The shear pain of an eternity.

They say the eyes are the windows to the souls,

This soul had turned a dark and mysterious place, no one would dare to explore.

Maybe that's why it kept gathering dust,

The body looked decaying.

It must have been there a while,

Even though people pass by

It still laid lifeless,

I wake closer to the lake,

In the reflection was the body

The body I was looking at.

Today I lay lifeless in the lake.

And Like always,

No one sees 

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Help me.

I can't swim,

Each kick of the legs drags me down further.

Every swift movement of my arms seems to be pushed back.

Help me.

I can no longer stay afloat.
Let me sink.

My body Bears the weight I can't carry anymore,

Help me.

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