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Suna x Reader 🍃🌹

I saw Suna at practice and he made eye contact a couple times but never approached me. He looked kind of upset; lonely even. Practice was over and I don't have anything better to do so I guess I'll make my way home.

*ring*

Sunny baby: come over... now
Me: I- sure

Wonder what that's about. Guess we can scratch going home.  What is he thinking about? Is he upset? Who made him upset? WHO MADE HIM UPSET??? Calm down jeez, no need to worry just relax or the only thing that's coming out of this is a car accident.
*5 mins later*
I pulled into his drive way. Only his car was here his mom was working, like usual. I got out of my car and walked into the front door to see Suna sitting on the steps.
"Babes what happened" I asked him, and no we are not in a relationship it's more of a fwb kinda thing.
"I don't know... I just don't wanna live anymore ya know? Like you just get that feeling of being done and wanting it to be over just all of it." He looked up at me with slight tears tracing his waterline. He seemed truthful and he meant it.
"Baby yes but I need you here, the team needs you here, more importantly, you have your career remember?" Suna wanted to be an adolescent psychologist to help the kids going through what he's going through now. His dad isn't in the picture, his mom is a horrible excuse for a parent. He's got bipolar depression and borderline personality disorder and ADD. If he's not at practice he's at home. He rarely goes to school but he makes straight A's. He looked back up at me with tears streaming halfway down his face.
"Do you want to smoke while you're here?" He asked his nose a little stuffed up.
"If that's what you would like then sure." Suna smoked weed to numb the pain a bit, and so far it works. He took my hand and lead me upstairs to his room, we smoke often I usually come over at least 7 times a week, so really I'm here everyday.
"So, what are we smoking from? Do you want to roll?" I asked laying down onto his bed and putting on a pair of sunglasses laying next to me.
"Yeah I can roll." I could hear the pain in his voice as it cracked. I hated to see him like this, it hurts and he doesn't show anyone else this side but me so I have to open it with open arms, which I would've anyways but you know what I mean. As he was rolling the joint I got up and sat in his lap straddling his waist and laying my head on his shoulder.
"Am I in the way?" I asked.
"Of course not babygirl." He replies kissing my cheek. I closed my eyes and waited for him to finish rolling so we can smoke.
*3 mins later*
"Ok it's ready." He handed the rolled joint to me.
"No you take the first hit." I replied sticking it in his mouth.
"If you say so lovely." He looked around for his zippo as I leaned myself backwards to grab it off the small table he keeps in front of his bed. I opened it and lit it holding the flame close to the joint slowly bringing it back and forth. As he went to take the joint out of his mouth I closed the zippo. Apparently he found it amusing to blow the smoke in my face. I motioned for him to give it to me. He stuck the joint in my mouth and took the zippo out of my hand and lit it up making the same motions as I did. I took my hit and signed for Suna to take it out of my mouth. I sat there for a second holding it in before blowing it on his face. He scrunched up his nose and shut his eyes. I laughed and kissed him while his eyes were still closed. He kissed me back and set the joint and zippo on his rolling tray, and wrapping his arms around me. I leaned my body into his making sure there was no space in between us. He pulled away and looked me in my eyes.
"What is it?" I asked.
"You're beautiful darling."
I leaned in kissing him again and pulling away.
"Thank you baby." Leaning in again and attaching myself to him. He leaned himself back laying down with me now on top of him. I know what he wanted to do but both of us knew he wasn't in the right headspace. He moved down to my neck kissing as he went to my collarbone. That's his favorite place to leave hickeys. I ran my hands up his neck while he did what he pleased with my body. I looked down at him and my breath accidentally stuttered. Suna stopped and looked up at me.
"What was that?"
"N-nothing."
"Hmm you sure?" He pulled me close where his lips would run across mine but not enough.
"Babe you know we can't, right?" I asked I had to tell him now or he would be let down even harder in the end. He stopped and looked up at me.
"Well, why not?" He asked
"Oh don't give me that, you know why. You're just not in the right place right now to be having sex, and you're high." I explained to him hoping to get through to him.
"We always fuck when we're high though." That's not the point I was trying to get through but whatever.
"Yeah I know but I walked into the door and you were crying. You don't need sex babe, you need love." Maybe this will work.
"Well... let's love with our bodies?" Ok no still not the point.
"Why don't we relax, and watch a movie, order a pizza or something let me hold you... and mark you." Suna looked over at me.
"I mean yeah we can do that."
"Great that's what I thought. I need to change first tho, my idea of relaxing is not our school uniform. Are my thigh highs and your jersey hoodie here?" I asked, I do keep clothes at his house I have two drawers. One for underwear and one for clothes, and I have my toothbrush, some spare meds, perfume, concealer, eyeliner, a color correcting palette for the hickeys, and one of my small bongs that I use when he doesn't wanna smoke but I do.
"Yeah look in your first drawer and my third drawer I washed it so it should be clean and in there." I looked into my drawer putting on my thigh highs.
"Did you spray your cologne on it?"
"Yeah if it's not enough the one you like is on the bathroom sink."
I took out the hoodie and the cologne was faint but it was there, I took the hoodie to the bathroom and did a spritz or two on it before walking back into the room taking off my tie, shirt, then bra. I put the hoodie on before getting into bed with Suna and reaching down to take my laptop out of my backpack. I opened it and typed my password in bringing my tab to Netflix. I see Shameless and I look at Suna before clicking and he nods. It's our show we watch it together. I couldn't find my phone so I made Suna give me his phone. I unlocked it and looked up the pizza places number, ordered, and hung up.
*20 mins later*
*ring*
I got up ran downstairs, hearing Suna slowly trail behind me. I opened the door and a guy around 20 looked me up and down and cockily smiled.
"You have anyone home with you sweetheart? If not do you mind me coming in?" He pulled me closer putting his hand on my ass. Suna opened the door and places a gun against the guys head. The guy let go gave us our pizza and left after that.
"Babe, you cant go around placing a gun to people's heads every time they touch me." I tried to explain.
"He wasn't just touching you hun he was getting ready to fucking r*** you!" He has a point but still.
"The gun wasn't even loaded anyways, if you would've looked you could've seen there was nothing in the bottom therefore no bullets."
"Sure it's fine, come on." I said wanting to go back to my safe place, his bed in his arms.