The girl with bulimia (Nash grier fanfic) *May Trigger*

chapter 24

Matt's pov

I stood there in shock as soon as I saw her laying on the floor unconscience. "Oh my gosh malina." I hear kilani says and she gets on the floor checking to see if malina was alive. Nash takes his phone out and calls 911. Cameron goes downstairs and unlocks the door for the ambulance. Kilani gets up and walks over to.her bed and opens her laptop. "Matt. Matt buddy. Hellos." I hear shawn says and he waves my hand. But I dont pay attetion to him I just stand there. "The fucking bitches did this. They pushed her over the edge."kilani says and runs her hands thriugh her hands through her hair. "Why her god. Why her."she says. "Buddy come on snap out of it." Shawn says. I snapbout of it and fall to my knees. I started to bawl my eyes out. Shawn.kneels down next to me and hugs me. "It will be okay." He says. "What if its not." I say as tears roll down my cheeks. I hear feet run up the stairs. I see the paramedics rush in. "Her pulse Is slow." I hear one of them say. "We have to leave right now." I hear one of them say. They put her onto the board strap her on and go to the truck kilani and I follow and get in the truck. I text my mother and father telling them we were on our way to the hospital. "Are you her brother?"the lady ask me. "Yes." I say while nodding my head. "Her vitals are under average and her heart rate is slow and we might have her under intinseve care because of this." She says. I try tp process all of this without breaking down again. I look over and see kilani crying now. I hold her hand and hold malina still slightly cold hand. We reached the hospital and they rolled her inside kilani and I tried to go into the room with her but they wouldnt let us. We waited in the family area. I had my head hanging between my knees. How could I be so stupid to not see she was hurting. She would give me her food she skipped dinner I never saw her eat breakfast and she always locked heeswlf in her room. Im so stupid. I shake my head. Kilani rubs my back. "Dont be hard on yourself matt." She says. "How can I not I was so stupid not to see she is hurting." I say. I hear the boys running down the hall towards us. I also see my parents. "Matthew, why aren't you in there." My mother asks worried. "They are running test shes under intensive watch." I say. My mother turns toward my father and cries in his chest. I look at the boys and I see nash just standing there like he saw a ghost. The guys come over and hug me. My mother and father sit down holding hands. Kilani holding shawns hand. The guys on social media trying to stop the hate. I just sit there staring at the wall. I look to the hall and see malina doctor walking toward us. I get up and walk over tihim. "You and your parents can go in and see her but she is still unconscience maybe for the next 4 hours. We have to keepher for 2 days to make sure her heart is fine and also her blood pressure. We are also keeping her for bulimia nervosa watch. She has a very sevre case of it." He says. The information hits me hard. I walk to my mother and father and I tell them the info. We walk into her room and she looked so fragile laying there. Her skin so pale her face with no smile. Her hair spread across the pillow. She looked si lifeless. I look at the monitor keeping her heart rate and it was so slow. She had a feeding tube in her arm and and iv for hydration. The tears start to.fall from my eyes. My parenst sit on the couch in the room while I sit in the chair next to her bed. I hold her hand and kiss it. "Im so sorry I didn't notice before lina. Why didnt you tell me you were hurting this bad." I whisper. I hear a knocked on the door. I see the nurse come in and walk over to use. "She puts something in maalina feeding tube and then turns to my parents and I. "Malina has been signed up for w teen group on thursdays and will need a weekly doctors appointment we know she is a busy girl so we didnt admit her to the eating disorder rehabilitation home." She says. "She will also need to take these anti-depressants to stabilize her mood and these to regulate her blood pressure." She says putting the pills on malina bed side table. "I just put these into her feeding tube and I hope she gets better." She says giving us a small smile and then living. I hear a sob escape my mothers mouth and my heartbreaks. I squeeze malinas hand becuase of it. Soon as my parents fall asleep I pray.