The appearance

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"Girls wake up and pick out your outfit for pictures today!" my mom said. Me and my sister got up while my mom starting looking through our closets. She grabbed some jeans and a shirt for me and I looked at it thinking "I'm gonna look so fat in this." I tried it on and turned around. "We're all girls your fine!" my sister said. But she didn't know that I didn't want them seeing my stomach. I turned around once the clothes were on and looked in the mirror. "I don't like this mom" I said. She sighed and picked out this green long sleeve. She told me that I would try it on and then my sister would. I put it on looked at myself. I looked so gross and weird in it. Then my sister tried it on. It looked perfect on her. She had such a thin stomach but still she would tell me she's fat. I tried to hold in my tears while my mom and my sister left really quick. I burst into tears thinking how much I hated my body. I then asked my alexa what time it was and she said 12:55 pm. Then she said "I have some healthy food and weight loss tips, want me to tell you?" I quickly shut it off and continued to cry even more. I can't take this anymore l, I thought. After that day I started to eat less and try to starve myself. It quickly turned into a eating disorder and now it's hard to get over.