***SPOILERS** for the end of season three, don't read if you're not there.
You and Levi spending your last night together.
🍋-nsfw ☁️-fluff 💧-angst 🔪-yandere
Levi x reader
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Levi has been quiet since returning from Shiganshina.
Having been married to him for years, you've learned to see through his emotionless exterior that he keeps up for the world. You know he's suffering, and you can't even begin to imagine what he's seen. What he had to go through, the choices he had to make. The all consuming grief and loss he must be feeling. He'd lost his oldest friend and closest comrade, you knew that much.
You comfort him as best you can everyday, holding his hand, wrapping your arms around him. Kisses to his temple, across his cheeks. Quiet ways to reassure him of your love for him. As hard as it is, you give him space by avoiding asking any questions about the turn of events, knowing he'll come to you when he's ready.
And he does, just like always. Though, he doesn't want to talk about what happened, rather what has to happen.
He tells you a watered down version of the truth surrounding the Titans, the walls, everything. He takes his time, making sure you understand before he moves on, answering any question you might have. Then he moves on to the plan, here he isn't so open and thorough. Simply because he can't be. If you know too much you could be in danger, so he lightly touches on the main points. All you manage to grasp is that he's leaving, and he won't be back for years.
If ever.
He holds you close as you fall apart. Crying against his chest, clutching onto his jacket. You know why they need him, he's humanity's strongest. But with this plan you also know the chances of seeing him again are slim to none .
You're incredibly excited that humanity has more information than previously, but at what cost? How many more soldiers will be lost this time? How many other families, spouses, friends will experience the pain you know you're going to go through?
----- The night before he has to leave, you enjoy dinner together like normal. Though the tense feeling in the air is new, and incredibly stifling. Neither of you talking, because you don't know what to say.
You help him make sure he has everything packed. Both of you still silent, neither dare voice it aloud. But you both know, deep down, that you'll never see each other again. Though it sure as hell is nice to pretend. To act like this is like his other expeditions, that he'll be back eventually.
