REWRITE OF OPBNPWMMK
Chapter 1
Sasha P.O.V
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakawayThese words always get to my heart. I know I can leave why don't I. I mean it been many times that Mark mentioned me that I can come live with his pack. But my heart is telling me that staying here for a little while wouldn't kill me.
Oh I'm sorry for being so rude to you readers , my name is Sasha Thomas.
Back to story
I continue to stare up at the celling of my little home. It wasn't every much since it is a shack. But I always try your make the best out of everything. This pack I live in is nothing to me, these people betray my trust. They could care less if I die today, or tomorrow. ' Mate '. The word that everyone want. How come I haven't found my mate , why can't the Goddess blessed me with my mate. Do I have to suffer in order to have a mate. Closing my eyes , and picture a small girl around 4 years old , with a white teddy bear in her right hand. Prettiest big purple eyes fill with innocence , and love that you can't help but hold her forever in your arms. The little girl dark brown hair flow with the wind, it got all over her face that she can play peek a boo. The little girl was sitting down in the center of a group of children around her age laughing, and teasing at her because she was different from everybody else. I could see the tears form from her eyes. When she finally look up she was me, and just stare. I began to realize that this little girl is me.
It was spring time around my birthday , and I had on this white dress that Luna Susan gave to me because she love me so much. I remember what she said to me that day. " Oh honey you would look so beautiful in this white dress. Look at this it have a rose on it. This will go great with your milk chocolate skin, oh how I can't wait for you to find your mate. He going to be so lucky."
I actually believe that my mate will love me unconditionally , and forever. I kept that wish for myself so nobody can take away my happiness. The reason why I said this pack doesn't care about me because I'm a rogue wolf. Well " almost a wolf " because I haven't shift yet so, I'm waiting on that. Just waiting until I turn eighteen , then I'm leaving to search for my family. I know they love me , and will take care of me. The only sad part is that I'm leaving Alpha Jerry , and Luna Susan behind. They were the ones that love me from time they found until now. How they found me is greatness thing on earth. Alpha Jerry tells me the story all the time.
" It was battle between his pack , and a rival pack , and I was running looking into my pack members to see if anyone got hurt, when I heard a beautiful baby cry. This beautiful baby girl was wrap up in a blue blanket with a note , and a necklace attached to it. This baby girl look up , and stop crying , and giggle at me , then raise her little arms at me so I can lift her up. She is the most adorable little thing because her purple eyes flash with nothing , but cuteness. And when lift her into my arms , she started to cry once again , but I started to notice every wolf fall onto his knees , and paws. They started to bow their head as submit, then she stop crying.
I carry this beautiful baby girl into the pack house. While the women went to work to see if any of the pack members was hurt or injury during the battle. I continue to carry this baby girl into the pack doctor office. " Ed! I want you to make everything is okay with the baby." " I'm on it Alpha!" Ed pass me the blanket, letter, and necklace. I went walk upstairs to my office, and began to read the letter."