𝖳𝗈𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝖬𝖾 // ᴀ Lᴇɴᴛᴏᴛᴀʟʟʏ Fᴀɴғɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ

|No no's

Len

I looked into her eyes as she smiled genuinely.

"I...I don't know Len. Whatever the fuck is happening between us, it hurts but its tempting and I want it even though it might break me down. I don't care if this will lead to nowhere cause I was taught to live in the moment and being with you are one of my best moments of life."

I can't believe she is saying all of this.

No wonder I'm getting butterflies in my belly.

"Sukie..."

I don't know what to say. I like this too, our 'friendship' but do I want more? More then this?

"Take your time Len. I totally understand what you might be feeling."

She got up and walked towards the door.

"I had a nightmare last night.", I said.

She stopped in her tracks.

"It was... strange. You were gonna jump from a building and...and you said you- that.", I sighed.

She came back to me. "And?"

"You said you were hurt and I was the reason you were going to leave and...", I bit my lips.

"I was scared. I woke up drenched in sweat and I... I got a panic attack."

Okay so. Am I giving too much away?!

"Its okay. I understand you."

"If you really do then why aren't you being selfish. You should just hurt me the way I did. Why are you still here consoling me while I don't deserve you Sukie?"

She went blank. Did I say something wrong?

"I...", She mumbled, "Maybe because I..."

"You love me?", I finished it for her.

"I guess...", she blushed and I chuckled.

I should not be doing this. I'll just end up hurting her.

But I don't want her to go. I want her here with me. But I don't want to raise her hopes.

What are you doing to me?

"Well...", I started.

But my phone rang just then.

"Hold up.", I said and she nodded.

"Hel-"

"LEN? I SWEAR TO GOD!? YOU NEED TO COME!?! I NEED SERIOUS HELP!!!"

GaRbY?!

"What?"

"RUTH'S BACK!"

"Oh okay... WHAT?!", I yelled and Sukie flinched a bit.

I shot her a apologizing glance and focused on Garby.

"So what do you expect me to do?"

"DUDE LISTEN. I TOLD HER I'M GAY AND SHE JUST WON'T BELIEVE IT! SHE'S BEEN STALKING MY YOUTUBE AND OTHER ACCOUNTS AND SHE JUST DOESN'T GET IT!"

"YOUR GAY?!"

Sukie looked at me as if I was crazy.

"NO DUDE NO! I WAS JUST TRYING TO TALK MY WAY OUT AND NOW SHE EXPECTS YOU TO BE MY BOYFRIEND!"

"ME?!"

I genuinely felt bad for Sukie. She had to undergo this.

Just some minutes ago I was in full serious mode and now.