Various one-shot x Reader!

CHASING DEATH- Saiki K. X Reader (angst)

Btw this is part 1 of it

Note: Trigger suicidal thoughts & depression (only for reading purposes! I do not encourage suicide)

PLEASE NOTE THAT I DO NOT ENCOURAGE SUICIDE AND PLEASE CALL A SUICIDE LINE NUMBER AND SAVE LIVES DON'T PUT YOURSELF DOWN, IT'S OKAY TO CARE FOR YOURSELF SOMETIMES AND DO NOT THINK YOU ARE LOW, YOU ARE IMPORTANT AND LOVED BY OTHERS. DEPRESSION IS A SERIOUS THING AND THIS IS ONLY FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES PLEASE! DO TALK ABOUT THIS IF YOU SUSPECT YOU HAVE IT

 The symbol ' means Y/N is thinking 'I'm bored.'

BOLD & UNDERLINE : Saiki and Y/N communicating telepathically

'Kusuu I'm bored, when does class end~?'

'....'

It's hard.

It's hard being myself.

It's hard being Y/N.

It's hard being Y/N L/N.

It's hard living this life.

I hate it.

"Cheer up!"

"Everything will be fine, trust me~!"

"Things will be okay, just be positive."

What therapists have told me are sh*tty.

I hate that I do not have happiness and I am just stuck in a room, alone. The house alone.

My life, alone. I hate it. I very much loathe it.

But I have to deal with it, huh? I have to life this f*cking terrible life and I have to deal with it. No matter the cost. I thought my mom and dad loved me. I thought they cared for me. But no, they didn't. I'm 16 now. I'm cheerful and happy in school.

Because I am not alone.

But at home I am sad and mad and frustrated at myself. Wanting to end it all.

Because I am alone.

My family, I was at the age of 13, they've left me up for adoption. And I was adopted by a bad family. I don't want to even think about it. It makes my stomach churn. And I've escaped from that hell. I'm living by myself. And that's why I work at a store. I work at a ramen shop. It sounds silly but it has good profit coming from taking orders. Nendou, Shun, Aren and Kusuo would be there often. Oh, Saiki Kusuo is my childhood best friend and we grew up together. He is also helping me with my house bills and school too, how sweet of him.

But he wouldn't need to soon.

He met me in elementary school with a weird blond kid always asking him if he is a psychic and the pinkette always denying. I've seen him use his powers once to heal himself when I accidently tripped him while playing soccer and he scraped his knee. I felt as a guilt train hit me. I was planning on giving the coffee jelly I got for lunch. Unfortunately for him, I was going beside the monkey bars and passed the slide to see Saiki Kusuo, hovering his hand over and his knee recovering in a millisecond like it never happened.

He took out a bandage to put it on the scar to not make himself look suspicious. "What is that!?" Ah yes, the element of surprise. His eyes widened and I looked surprise, I looked curious too. But not afraid. He was shocked at how I wasn't afraid of him. But he trusted me after I gave him a coffee jelly and I, of course apologized for the umpteenth time.

Yes I went to PK academy because I was close with him and my parents just let me in the school. He found me a nuisance but grew a soft spot for me over the years and was fond of me.

PRESENT

I can't do this anymore.

I can't live this.

I'm down today. I'm sad and tired. I'm embarrassed.

I made up my decision on how I would end it all.

Some noticed, Shun and Nendou first.

"Hey pal, are you doing okay? Oh was it about yesterday? You didn't fall in front of the whole school, only in gym class. I fell in front of a talent show years ago in elementary class. So it's not that bad." You didn't need to put in the effort to put your head up to see who it was, it was Nendou, Nendou Riki.

"Hey did the dark reunion do something to- Are you alright?" Shun's confident voice about the dark reunion dropped down to concern lacing around the interrupting sentence. My head was down. My arms were around my head so I looked upset, it was obvious and I didn't care since today was your last day. You came early since you to spend the most memories in such short hours. Also because I wanted to enjoy the last day on earth. On this horrible planet. You wiped your eyes with your arm. "I'm okay Shunny,I had something in my eye. w- how are you?" You wanted to ask them why'd they come 30 minutes earlier to school, but hit them with a how are you. "The new student is coming isn't she?" Nendou clarified. "It's a he.." The other boy argued. "I didn't know." He shrugged. "It's a rumour from yesterday, it could be a 50/50 chance." I spoke. "Erm.. True." The light blue haired boy nodded. I pulled out my phone and put on one of my playlist songs, a song I really like, Heat Waves. I've been vibing and doodling while Shun was in front of me and Nendou chatting while having their seats facing each other. There was an ad so I decided to listen to the conversation a bit. "-re like a dark reunion worker." "Uh, Okay?" "What? You never know if they are." '-metimes, all I think about is you. Late nights in the middle of June, Heat waves been faking me out. Can't make you happier now."

You doodled animals here and there. Shapes left and up. Words down and up. You're on your 2nd page, filling up the half of it. You didn't notice the students coming in the class.

"Good morning!" "-ou heard? I talked to the new transfer student!" "Really? Was she nice?" "It was a guy, and he was a creep!" "Hey guys!" "Oh god! Watch it." You heard multiple people talking, giving you a sign that it's time to stop your doodling and music.

'Yay class.' You sighed. Your head was filled up with the new student and it wasn't of curiosity, It was so Saiki wouldn't know you are planning such a thing.

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Part 2 will be out soon don't worry.

Thanks for reading and happy late new year!