Until i met him... TommyInnit x Reader

Heartbroken

Loads of salty tears started forming I ran , I ran the best as I could but I just kept crumbling down to the snowy cold floor . 

Willow - I'm a mess...

I couldn't look at him a single bit , looking at him makes me want to trough up . Why him ? Do I really deserve this ? What did I do moon person . Tell me . 

My legs felt numb from all of the trembling down , knees wet and red , all I wanted to do is run to where you may ask ?  Somewhere far from him . I cannot stand him . The rest of the days went like this crying , sleeping and not eating . My appetite was gone I loved my dear prince so much but hes happy with someone else now ... With someone else...

Am I not good enough for him ? A short , blond , emerald green eyes . What a perfect human being for him and I'm just a boring teenager who has no life . These thoughts devoured my head . The more I over thought it , the more insecure I became . For what ? For and asshole who cheated on me ? Or for the fact that she was prettier than me ? I haven't eaten or showered in days . I'm a mess..

*Knock Knock*

Minx - It didn't go well , didn't it ?

*Silence*

Minx - Look he's not worth it ok ? We can go to the villages freshly baked goods store ? Your favorite the one that we went when you were younger . You enjoyed them a lot . 

I take the now black pillow that is covered in mascara from my face and look at Minx 

Minx - God child you look awful let's get dressed I'll help you . Go take a shower first you smell like shit . 

The door closes and Minx leaves the room 

Mom - How did it go ? 

Minx - Decent . She's taking a shower right now so I don't think it's the time to bother her 

Mom - Tell me when she's ready 

I take my shirt and my sweaty shorts off and toss them into the laundry basket . The feeling of warm water spraying against my chest comforts me I haven't felt this alive for a long time now . After I finished taking a shower I felt refreshed I have found some of Minx's clothes to wear because she really didn't care but while searching I found some cosplay outfits that she had and had never told me about them but when I asked her about them she felt embarrassed , silly Minx .

Minx - Hurry up you there ! 

Willow - Coming 

I opened the door and Minx proceeded to hug me which was weird because she hated hugs . 

Minx - Don't you dare even say it 

Willow - I won't don't worry 

Minx - Let's go now , I heard that they made the menu bigger with better foods , at least that's what George told me . If he lied he won't be standing up today . Wait that sounds-

Willow - Yeah... You messed up big time . 

Minx and I headed to the village the snow was wild today , the snow was covering the whole flower field . 

Willow - I hope that the flowers are ok 

Minx - Don't worry about it the gardener will fix it . 

The whole time we were silent  , but as soon as we got closer to the village more and more people were coming from their houses to the huge Christmas tree that was in the center of it . You could see the Christmas tree all lit up at night from my balcony , it was huge . 

Minx - Let's go get something to drink . Tea or hot cocoa ? 

Willow - Tea , get the black tea tho . What are you getting Minx ? 

Minx - Wine . 

 Willow - Of course . 

Minx - WHAT DO YOU MEAN OF COURSE

Willow - Calm down Jezus .

Minx - There it is wait here I'll get it . 

Willow - Yeah sure 

While waiting I was trying to get into the Christmas spirit . Watching other people fall on their ice or kids crying for the treats . Lovely . While I was over thinking someone bumped into me .

Willow - Ow that hurt . 

Toby - I'm so sor- WILLOW ? 

Willow - TOBY 

He proceeded to give me a warm tight hug 

Toby - How have you been ! It seems like we haven't talked in ages ! 

Willow - God Toby I have missed you ,you idiot !

Minx - Hi kiddos 

Toby - Hi Minx ! Give me a hu-

Minx - No hugs from kids please . Y'all can have your fun I'll go get drunk .

As soon as Minx finished the sentence she went off with my cocoa and her wine in the other hand . 

Toby - Tommy is very hurt...

Willow - Don't talk about him please .

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