I was an introvert who rarely went out. My life was going nowhere until a spring when I met a stunning women and immediately feel in love with her.
The sight of the girl standing near the river , watching the Cherry blossom
was the most magnificent sight I have ever seen in my life. My heart skipped a beat. The wave of love rushed through my heart as I thought " Is she a Goddess." I felt as if a Goddess had descended from the heaven and was standing in front of me. I kept staring at the girl as if she was the most beautiful art kept in an museum. Suddenly new feelings showered my heart... I had never ever experienced any of these feelings before. I was frozen in time and couldn't utter any words.
I lost control of my body and called out for the girl. The girl turned around and smiled elegantly. That smile of her was enough to make me space out and I couldn't think of anything else for a moment. I wanted to talk to her but couldn't think of anything so I shouted my name and thought I was an idiot afterwards.
Hearing that the girl giggled and replyed with her name. I had never ever thought that I would be given a chance to talk to a beautiful girl like her. I felt like it was one of those dreams that will go away if I got too excited.I asked her you are for real right ? The girl thought it was funny and laughed out loud. What are you even talking about I am right here and talking to you right now. I finally believed that I was not dreaming. My happiness had no bounds. I thought I could die right there because of the happiness I felt.
The girl thought I was interesting , clumsy and little funny. She asked me , why were you just standing there and gazing at me.
.........I couldn't think of any explanation and told her, " when I saw you standing by the river my heart skipped a beat and I thought you were a Goddess that descended form the heaven infront of me".
I wanted to tell her," I fell in love the instant I saw you standing there watching the cheery blossom" but I never said that. We kept staring at each other and after a while we started talking. Various feeling stared to rain on our hearts.
We grew closer as we were talking . It seemed as if our eyes were sparkling when we talked. The season of spring was filled with love and warm feelings. She was the first love of my life. The surrounding suddenly felt more warm and comforting to me. I felt at ease talking to her. I wanted to convey all my feeling that were inside me but couldn't.
I was just so much happy to have met her. I felt she liked me a little. But I was not sure and there was no way I could have known that. I was not brave enough to convey my genuine feelings to her. We kept talking till it got dark. I could never tell her how I felt. Keeping all those feelings inside my heart I parted ways with her. I have never seen her after that day.
I Regret not conveying my feelings to her. I would love to see her someday and talk crazy like that one spring we spent a whole day together talking to each other. Till this day that one spring day is the most memorable and happy day of my life.
