𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚘𝚌𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚝𝚎

Chapter I

TRIGGER WARNING:
MENTION OF WOUNDS & SCARS

"I guess that's the way life goes.
Humans die, other humans will be born, I wonder what's the use of that.
Are we humans creatures that are made to feel pain and despair?
Maybe we once were good and are now here to pay for our sins?

I guess it's no use to question all of humanity's existence, since only death would be able to bring us the answers to our uncountable questions."

After staring at the ceiling and overthinking for a while I finally managed to get my body to sit up, I looked at my phone to check the time.
3.45am

15 minutes passed and I finally decided to get up and take a shower, I walked to the bathroom with new clothes, I started undressing, looking at my scars and wounds in the mirror.

"Disgusting." I whispered to myself as I got into the shower, I turned on the water and sat down.
I started washing my hair, watching my blood drop down after being mixed with the warm water.

Finally, I was done, I wrapped myself in a towel and started drying my hair and body.
I put on new clothes and wrapped bandages around my wounds.

The sun slowly started rising as I sat down in front of my piano, quietly I started playing and humming to myself, without realizing I had spent about one hour like this.

I looked over to the clock on the wall, realizing that it was already 5am, I stood up and went to the kitchen, making coffee for my mother, stepfather and myself, I sat down, took my medication with a sip of coffee and stared at my phone.

"School starts today right? I wonder if we have to wear uniforms here... god, everything was easier before they passed."
I thought to myself as I stood up, got my bag and put on my headphones.

I turned on some music and started walking to the bus stop.

My bus arrived and i sat down on a free seat, taking a book out of my bag, listening to music, trying to ignore everyone and everything around me.

Some people gave me really weird looks.
Well, what reactions did I expect on a lightblue mullet and yellowish eyes.
Still annoying though.

After a bus ride of 30 minutes I finally arrived at my new school.

The looks got worse and worse, the only thing I could do was trying to ignore all of these people I've never seen before.

"Class 2-C..."
I whispered to myself while zoning away, searching for my class, I stumbled against a guy on accident, he looked down on me and I started grinding my teeth. A quite impolite "sorry." left my lips, as I continued walking like nothing happened.

After five minutes I finally found my class.
The teacher instantly pulled me in front of the class, I was trying hard to hold myself back from punching him, put on a fake smile and looked at my new classmates.
"Class, this is your new classmate, Edele Gardner, she just recently moved here." the teacher told my new class.
I bit my lip, bowed down a bit and walked to a free seat, a rather tall guy sitting next to me.