my fault (d.m story)

my fault

𝗱𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗼𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃:
i cheated

i married my long time girlfriend, y/n

the first few days i was ecstatic

the first few months i was contented

but after 3 months, i made the worst decision of my life.

i cheated on y/n

i didnt know what had gotten into me. maybe because the girl i met was very different from y/n . she was wild. while y/n was as soft as a marshmallow.

i hid it from her for more than a month. i would come home late and made sure i had no trace of my mistress on me before I entered our house.

news came. y/n was pregnant with twins. we were having twins. her pregnancy was hard since she was a petite women.

day after day. my conscience got me. i got guiltier more and more. until i told my mistress i want to stop seeing her.
she didn't want to. she said she will love me even more than y/n did.

but going home every night to y/n , seeing her innocent smile and the ways she asks me how my day went, how she hugs me and kisses me, takes care of me, her 'i loves you's' . i didn't want that to go...

so i stoped my affair with my mistress..and told everything to y/n...

and when i saw her broke expression, how i wanted to go back in time. how i just wanted to die right there.

she didn't yell at me. she didn't hurt me physically. she didn't throw a fit.

she just stood there, and cried..very silently..

i thought she would never forgive me. i thought she would file a divorce immediately. because i would've understood if she did..

but she forgave me..she promised me not to do that again..she said she'll try better..

she said she'll try to be good enough for me..

that's when it hit me. everything was my fault..but because y/n loved me she blamed herself..

i tried to make things up to her. we continued with our lives together..but i knew that things will never be the same..

after a few months, i started drinking..after a few weeks, i had a drinking problem

everyday after work i would go to a bar for hours..

one day
i came home drunk around 11:oo pm..

once i opened the door, there she was, my princess

'draco, where have you been hun?' she says

'SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU SLUT' I say to her...then...i through my hand across her beautiful face..

i thought to myself..
'what did i just do..'

she fell to the floor crying..

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