I love you Hermione Granger

Golden trio?

I guess I shoud look exited summer brake is over and it is time to go to the school, I think while looking at the other students. Everyone else look exited they will see their friends and magic is only allowed in school if you are under aged, so they are exited about it too. But I  just feel empy when I look at the hogwarts express. I don't have any friend if my brother Cedric doesn't count It is the same every year, I sit alone reading in the corner in school, train at lunch, breakfast and dinner. It is not like I woud care, I haven't even tried getting friends. It's just I woud rather be at home. I watch my father to hug Cedric he looks embassed but doesn't stop him. "How does it feel to be favourite child" I say without voice. He looks at me with forced smile. "I got to go dad, I promise I'll write when we get to the hogwarts" Cedric says while walking towards me.  "Are you sure that you don't want to sit with me Alyssa" Cedric ask with a smirk in his face. "Yes" you say while rolling your eyes at him. "I don't need you to babysit me" You say with kinda annoyed voice. Cedric is nice but annoying big brother, he act like he is my dad sometimes. He thinks it will make up for our dad loving him more, he blames himself. Our dad have always loved him more. He haven't actually said it out loud but it's obvious. But I don't blame him. He is prefect, captain and seeker in the quiddizt team and got best grades in almoust every subject. When I'm not interested in sports, prefect or anything that matters in his eyes. I'm still good at school, not as good as Cedric but close enough that I can become auror if I keep going the same way. "Well if you are so sure I'll be going now my friends are waiting" He says and look at me ones straigth to the eyes and leaves. "Brilliant" I shout at him, he doesn't even turn to look at me.
 

I get to the train and it's almoust full. Everyones looks at me while I pass them. I feel so akward. I takes me a good while to find an empty space for me. I take a book from my bag A History of magic by Bathilda Bagshott. "I coud study while I'm in the train it's not like I woud have something better to do" I say quietly to myself. I start reading the book and concentrating to it so deeply that I don't even heard the door opening. "Is it okay for us to sit here" someone says with bright nice voice. I look to the girl ready to say something rude, but when our eyes meet I can't get any words to come out from my mouth. Beatiful gryffindor girl with curly hair, big front teeths and beatiful eyes looks at me. "I -I o- okay" I say with shivering voice. This is so embressing I think to myself and try to calm myself down. There comes two more people some red haired boy most likely weasly and is that black haired boy with circle glasses Harry Potter!? It can't be. Harry Potter sitting with me. I'm so pathetic it can't be him. I coud ask to be sure, but before I can open my mouth... "Bloody hell" red haired boy says. "You coudn't find an empty place"  He whispers to the girl with annoyed face. "Well I don't like sharing this carriage with you but I'm not whining about it" I say with angry face and stand up while looking at the boy. Red haired boy look at me with white face and sit down. Boy with circle glasses and curly haired girl both looks at me with face that says they didn't expect that. I look to the curly haired girl again, oh $hit now she is going to think that I'm crazy. "Well if you don't want us here we can try to find another place..." curly haired girl says carefully. "No it's not it I'm sorry, can we start again?" I look to the red haired boy and try to smile nicely. "I'm Alyssa Diggory" I say akwardly. While scratching my left hand with right. All three look each other with concerned face. The curly haired girl looks at me "I'm Hermione Granger" girl says with shy smile. "Ron weasly" red haired boy says with unbrothered face. "My name is Harry Potter" boy with circle glasses says. I was right it is Harry Potter. They all smile to me. "I didn't mean that personally I only meant to say without anyone else on it" Ron says. "Hey it's okay I was worse" I laugh. I sit back down. This is weird feeling. "Brilliant" Harry says to me. "Are you three on your third year as well" I ask. I think this will be the last time I get to speak to them, but I doesn't matter. I want to hear more about girl named Hermione. I want to know about her favourite color, who is her bestfried does she have pets. Things like that sound unnessessary but I want to know those things about her. If I'm lucky we share a dorm room. "We're all on the third year" Harry says with smile on his face. Yes, I think in my mind. And we're all gryffindors I still stand a chance to get closer to her. "Hey you're Cedrics sister right?" Harry says suddenly. "Yeah what about it?" I say. "Nothing, It's just that I didn't know she had a sister who was in gryffindors" I knew that was coming. It's so annoying. Everyone even my family this happens it's not like they didn't know that I extisted. But we were always Cedric and his sister, the prefect and his sister or everything you coud hope for a child and alyssa. I know you didn't know that I existed before this but still that was unnessessary. "Yeah the prefect boy has a sister too" I say with forced smile. Harry fastly realise that I didn't like what he said. "Sorry" he says to me. "It's okay, It's not like it haven't happend earlier" I say and smile a little.

I pick a newspaper from my bag and start to read it. I lift my hand to my mouth when I read the front page. "Sirius Black is back" I whisper to myself. All three gryffindors look at me. "I'm sorry I have a bad habit of reading out loud" I say and look to all three. "Did you know about Sirius" I ask with serious face. "Yeah, we do" Harry answet before others. Ron and hermione both look at harry with concerned face. "Then you know who did he work for" I say with even more serious face. "Do you think there is a reason for him to escape from azkaban" I ask with pensive face. "I think You know who is coming back" I say looking at all three. They all look pretty scared. "But what coud I know" I say while rolling my eyes. We'll be at hogwarts in anytime.