Why me? ( 5 days left sequel)

It's a good life

17th of July 2020

So, I've just found this diary in a box in the loft. I was quite sad when I read about when I got told I had 5 days to live. I remember feeling really distressed. Distressed. That's quite a posh word isn't it! Anyway, my life's fine now! I am married to Louis Tomlinson and I have 3 beautiful children called jasper, Matilda (Tilly) and Nathan. Nathan is 8, jasper is 5 and Tilly is 2! We live in a lovely beach house by fristral beach in Cornwall. We also run a cafe which is joint onto our house. We also have a little hut on the beach which we use as a surf school base. Its a good life I have to say. I'm going to write in this everyday from now!

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Tilly comes up to me and says " mummy, what's that brown book which says angry on it?" I think for a while then I realise what she's talking about.

" oh it doesn't say angry it says Angie,but well done for trying to read it, that's my name!" I reply laughing.

" um no your names mummy."

" well, I'm mummy to you but to daddy I'm called Angie and to granny and grampie I'm Angie and to all my friends I'm called Angie. So it's only you jasper and Nath who I'm called mummy to!"

" yes I suppose." Tilly replies. She's always been a good talker, she's only two and she's saying words like, ' suppose' and working out that my name can't be something that is mummy. I think she's going to be a clever little tot!

" anyway, what is the book?" Tilly repeats.

" oh it's my diary from when I was younger, I'm going to start writing in it again." i say, remembering what her actual question was.

" oh" and with that,she walked off, her Wellies making muddy marks on the shiny floorboards.

I started to make a lemon drizzle cake for tea tonight, well pudding. All the boys (one direction) and their partners (all my best friends) are coming over for tea tonight. It's only me and Louis and Harry and mollie who have got married. But me and Louis are the only ones with children! Anyway, everyone loves my lemon drizzle cake!

Jasper comes in in his buzz-light-year costume. He wears this all the time, ( apart from when he's surfing with me and Lou). " neeooowwww!! Zzzooooommmmm! Woooooooooo!"

" hey jasper." I say, he's making his noises again, pretending to be buzz. " buzz-light-year to the rescue!!!!"

" oo good I need some help." I say playing along to his imagination. He comes and gives me a big hug and says, " I'll save you!" " why thank you buzz." i say and he laughs. I tell him to go and tell the others that lunch is ready and he zooms out. I do love my kids!