I can Loved You (# Park Jimin FF #)

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LUNA POV:

Blood, I saw a blood running down to my wrist as I add more to my legs and stomach.

Cutting myself is my reliever , it's makes me relax as I saw my body full of blood,I love blood.

The only thing who loves me is my razor , bathtub with water and etc....

'why?, Why they'd always hurting my heart?. Why they'd always make it bleed like my body?. Why I can't give them what they need even though I always did?. Why they always have to say "you're not enough"?'

I put the razor down as I start filling my bathtub while silently crying.

I stood up slowly, feeling every cut I have in my body will thorn apart.

Wincing when I stepped inside the tub with bubbles on it as I sink down my bloody body.

Dark spots is on my sight while feeling my body goes numb under the water.

I look down and saw the clear water before but now a deep color red, which is my own blood spreading all in the water.

I don't want to live anymore if I don't even get what I only want, TO BE LOVED.

pls end me here,I can't handle more break-ups, I don't want to be inlove again and always get hurt in the end.

I don't want it, I still have my virginity but that's not what I want, I want love and care.

My parents did care for me but... being care of someone who love you is so over whelming and that's what I only want.

Someone who can protect me and care for me, from the start to the end. Someone who's always there by your side to tell you..."everything is going to be alright" I want that too.

But that's not gonna happen, I always got hurted and being left alone on the restaurant, plaza, or even in sidewalk.

Closing my eyes as I felt like this is the end, my end, thank you world for realizing me...that my destiny isn't good like others.

Thank you

NO ONE'S POV:

Luna's parents burst into her room as they start at yelling her named, repeatedly.

They start searching until they opened the last room, the bathroom.

There, she is drowning on her own blood, her parents hurriedly took her out of the tub while crying non-stop.

"Pls wake up, my poor baby...pls....don't leave momma alone" her mother cried as she held her daughter pale body.

"PLS! BRING AN AMBULANCE AT XXXXX , PLS HURRY MY DAUGHTER!" Jungwa yelled at the phone , her father kneeled down and scooped her up , running towards the door and the ambulance came in time.

They put her body on the stretcher and pulled inside the ambulance and drove off.

"Let's go" her mother said as they run towards their car and drive following the ambulance.

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"Pls save my daughter!,pls....save her" her mother continuesly cried until her daughter's body putted inside the emergency room.

"I'm sorry Mrs., But you need to stay here and we will do our best to save your daughter." The nurse stopped her parents and walk inside after.

*Hours passed*

The doctor came out as he took his mask and gloves off.

"How's my daughter?, Is she ok?" Her mother said facing the doctor.

"She's alright, We stitched her cuts on her body and bandages her whole body. She pretty much lost a lot of blood so we need to transfer a blood on her, she is fine but I don't know...when she wakes up" he say and bowed.

Her parents sighed in relief as they saw their daughter's body , like a mummy, bandage from head to toe.

"Pls wake up soon"

So ,ok I almost took our tissue paper here.

Thank you for reading, pls give your opinion on my story if you have.

If you saw any grammar mistake...pls notify me...so I could change it, thank you.

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