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-So I guess here we go again standing in the sidewalk waiting for a bus or car to come to pick me up.
Keep waiting seeing the rain drops dropping from the sky into the ground hitting lightly. I wished I could be one of them cuz they are free they drop and noone tells them what to do.
Still waiting and waiting for something great to happen.why can I be like others?I questioned myself why can't I be happy?why can't I be free?why just why.What is that God has given everyone happiness expect me?why I wanna be happy I wanna spend time more than in smiling not frown.
"Guess there ain't no cars or buses here"I said to myself but when I said that I saw a bus and it stopped and I was happy that it came so I got by and sat down in a empty set.Everyone kept on looking at me like I was something else not a human I hate the fact that I'm not happy with me like myself I'm not like other girls who are pretty and have nice bodies.am not that type am different and I was never like them at first and that is why nobody ever liked me.One time I remember it was in 6th grade I had a crush on some boy and he told me he liked me but the day after he told me he was joking and he didn't really like me he said it was a dare his friends gave me.After that everyone started to make fun of me until this day. 4 years I've been made fun of it sucks I have no friends I have noone to talk to expect my family not my family doesn't give a shit about me.Like my older sister has been in love with someone who is a singer and he doesn't even know her and my other sister keeps going out at night time who knows where.But me I say home all the time i just draw random stuff to get my mind of some stuff.
-while I was looking out the window I felt a breath up on my ear and I turned around to see it was some girl she was so pretty not gonna lie she had a smile on her face."Hi am sorry to set here but I am nina nice to meet you oh and I am new here so I don't know that much about this school or this new town" she said.i didn't what to say to her since I never really had a friend but I said "Oh um hi not don't worry you can sit here oh and I am Ophelia nice to meet you too oh heh welcome to this town and don't worry you'll get used to it". She nods and says "I first was going to take a car to drive to school but I felt scared that I might get lost or something will happen to me so that is why I took this bus because there's more people in it and it's fun too" she giggle."Yeah it really is..."I force a smile.You see I never really talked this far to someone it was always like hi or hello or goodbye or something short like I did had online friends like there were some but they left and blocked me. I'll always remember this one friend she was very nice but than she got sick and left me she was an online person don't know if that counts as a real friend or not. Because she has never seen my real face or I seen hers.
"So what grade are you in ophelia"? She told me I sigh before I said "I'm in 10th grade which means I'm a sophomore" I force a smile and she just looked at me and smiled" oh me too I hope I get classes with you it would be awesome if we did"she said while laughing out of joy which made me kinda smile too not a force one this time but a real one.but again she'll leave too just like the others thats why I don't trust people.
"Alright everyone if this is your school than drop off"the driver said while me and nina got up and left the bus and walk straight to the front door.to be honest I was very nervous because it's all over again I'm gonna get beat up and builled again and reject again I hope everything will be fine. "Woahhh this school is big isn't it"? Nina said while walking down the hallway with me."it really is.."I said while walking towards my locker.in my locker people last year wrote names and mean comments on the front of my locker door which made me cry for days and days it hurted I didn't slept cuz of it."this is your locker"? Nina said while looking at my locker.lets let's be honest I wasn't that type of a girl who kept my locker fancy well I am fancy at other stuff like drawing and clothes but when it came to school stuff I was too lazy to do that."yes it is..it's ugly I know"I said to her "no it's beautiful I like it it's very classic um I don't know which one is my locker" she said looking confused "you said go to the office and talk to the principal about it and he'll sign you one"."oh wow ok than can you come with me cuz I'll be lost and I need someone to walk with please"she said while pouting.i sigh before I said "sure why not I might go to the library to check in a book as well" I told her she just nods in response.
While walking to the office nina bumped into a tall boy which had dimples when he said"ahhh I am so sorry I didn't meant to bump into you I am sorry kid"he said while he smiled and I saw nina blushing as she said"uh no don't be it's my fault oh and no I am not a kid!!!" Nina said while blushing but kinda pouting.
"In my book you are"he said while pushing his hair back than he said "oh how rude of me I am Kim Namjoon but you can call me RM that's what everyone calls me here or I'll been known for" he said while smiling and we said "oh I am nina"and "I am Ophelia"I said looking to the ground because I don't wanna be notice."oh it's nice to meet you two ladies expressly you"he winked at nina while nina blushed and said "yo-you too".I know it I wasn't gonna get notice this year as well still the same I never had a love not a bit. "Nina let's go and get you a locker because classes starts in 10 minutes or so" I said while tapping her shoulder."oh right I forgot it was nice talking to you RM!".I sigh while we walk to the office nina tap on the door and the women who was working on the front desk said "oh hello come on in ladies what can we help you with today" she said while smiling at us and I said"nina..wants a locker because she is new to this school will actually to this whole town"I said and the lady looked and saw Nina's name and said" oh right welcome nina to this school and this is your locker number 301"she said while smiling at nina and give her the paper which had her classes and her locker number and other school stuff and we left the office as nina said "is my locker next to you ophelia"? I turned to her and said "no but I wished it was my locker number is 109 so it's upstairs and yours is down stairs but it's ok I'll come and see you"I said and she said "alright wait what class do you have right now?" "I have math miss.kim" nina turned and said "while I have science ahh not the same class"she said while pouting again and I looked at her and I smiled and said "it's fine at least we might have other classes oh no we only have two minutes to get to our classes I said" and nina run as fast she could and I did as well.
"Why won't I get noticed by someone special".
