It started from nothing, just a full stranger that I have met online.
Not until I hear him sing a lullaby,He caught my heart, with his voice like embracing me kindness, touching my soul and letting me sleep from my nightmares.
One day, I told him,what i feel. It was so sudden and surreal.He told me, He likes me too.
I am floating , I feel like I am the luckiest girl on earth.
Not until I realized I have to be sure of us.
For seven months of knowing and 3months of getting to know each other,
We're still unlabeled.
It broke my heart into pieces while jokingly tells him the word, " Walang tayo" .
He just laugh, it broke my heart, realizing I'm being too pushy.
He's never been serious like I do.
I have to stop.
I knew, he never want us to be that something.
He never secures me with label.
He can't guarantee.