There's nothing left of me for you to take

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Every waking moment that I am lost within the contract of your affection I tell myself to forget, 

to create an illusion of how much I care.

Then I start all over, 

the override of self-realization, 

to build the walls that I unfoundedly broke down.

Just a foolish girl, I was, 

I am. 

Seeking satisfaction from your moment of affection, 

unaware of the sickness that's been embodied into me. 

I've been split in two, 

this is no self-care.

How much more will you take of me?

belle 

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