Uh I'm lost for this chapter- guys I'm trying here I really am-
I shall continue trying.
But there's going to be two chapter in one here because I want it to be so this is chapter 9 and 10
Wilburs point of view
It's been about a week since Elina told me what happened. I don't know what was telling me that this was my issue. But something was, I had only known Elina for like 3-4 days before she trusted me with something like that. But now it's a week later, Elina and I have decided to get to know each other better as time goes on.
We only decided this because she said that she didn't want me to spend all my time with her while my friends are here, so we just decided to spend minimal time together before they leave and after they leave we will get to know each other better. She's still been staying at my place and hanging out with everyone.
I'm pretty sure that everyone gets along with her and likes her because no ones been rude or anything which is nice. She gets along so well with everyone it's almost like she's been here the entire time. I mean her personality just fits in with everyone else's. Her and Niki have been bonding pretty well along with Tubbo.
(Guys it 2 in the morning I have finals tommorow :D I'm gonna fail im calling it. Anyways I'm gonna continue-)
I won't lie when I say that I worried about Elina, I mean with the whole situation with her ex and him finding out where she lives to her literally having a breakdown last night.
I don't think she knows I know yet but I may or may not have heard her having a breakdown last night in technos room.
I know it was wrong for me to eavesdrop but I was curious. I heard her crying and techno saying it was going to be okay in his monotone voice. You would think it wouldn't be calming but I was. I heard mumbles come from Elina but nothing clear enough to know what she was saying.
I was really worried but eventually I heard her say that she was going to go and thank techno so I like quietly sprinted to my room. I hope she didn't end up seeing me, I want to know what was happening but I also don't want to know if she doesn't want me to.
(Fuck everything)
(It's been a while since I've updated this👵🏻)
I genuinely really like her, I don't expect her to like me back and I don't want to tell her so it doesn't ruin our friendship. I'm going to try and forget my feelings for her so that in the end of the day our friendship can stay the same. Yes I may have feelings for her, no I'm not going to tell her, yes I'm going to try and forget about my feelings. Is it smart? No. Am I still gonna do it? Yes.
A/N
I'm sorry I haven't updated- I've been genuinely sad lately and it's been getting worse so I'm sorry about that- anyways here's this I dislike it but oh well
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