[ reflections. ]

impulsive fireworks

making amends,

how happy it makes me.

the rush of dopamine

and the new years spirit!

bolder than i could ever be,

i sent three messages.

not i like you,

[ how does love feel like. ]

third, she was amused.

maybe dazzled

by me.

me.

but i was glad she didn't pull a

[ seen. ]

theres one more,

an apology i owe.

but the chemicals are used and expired

like fireworks bursting in the sky,

colorful burning flowers.

it has, after all,

been five days from new years day.

it made me scared.