So about this best friend

How it started

Sooooo whyyy do I wanna have sex with Dre . Like whyyyyy . Ion wanna ruin what I have with her like she is literally my best friend ever and I wouldn't know what I would do without her If I'm down she lifts me up if I'm happy and she's down I have her back without Dre My life would be a mess .. but let me get to the point . It all started senior year towards the end of the school year around the time prom season was in . Wait I gotta go further .. I wanna say sophomore year or Maybe junior ion remember but there was this girl named Dre and she started going to the same high school as me . Ion really do new people but she was different the way she carries herself I was interested very interested.. Dre was  quite and really kept to herself but she seem cool asf so I made her become friends with me after multiple weeks of me trying to get this girl attention she finally decided to talk to me and I was excited To meet her . So eventually we became cool asf she is hella goofy and Tall 5"10 to be exact..  she has tattoos on her neck and a few on her arms shes a warm caramel color and she has dreads that are this dirty blonde looking color and a faded. Her voice deep .. raspy but soft, calming, sexy I could talk about her voice for hours she really has a great personality but fast forward a little she disappeared after the first semester and because of my strict ass mom I didn't have a phone nor did I have social media so I couldn't kept up with her. And it really made me sad fr but eventually I had to get over it because you can't dwell on the past but I just hoped that she would be straight and ok ... But a few weeks passed and one day I saw her in Walmart out of all places I saw this girl at Walmart at first I didn't think it was her but I looked and I said DRE ??? She turns around and this big glowing smiles shows on her face and she hugs me like she actually missed me so of course we exchanged numbers thank  god because when I tell you I was getting nervous because I haven't heard from her In soo long when I tell y'all this girl grew up alot she got fineeee . So finally a bitch had a phone got her number and we started talking found out she was sick . But she's good now . And we we were communicating back and forth and I get to realizing that I really need this girl in my life I just new she was my friend and I have so much love her . She goes M.I.A again but this time I had her Instagram so I kinda was lerking and yes I was lerking hard come to find out she had a whole girl friend which really sucks so I left it go it's whatever ..  eventually we started talking again and this time I really wasn't expecting her to stay because I ended up meeting a new friend so I didn't have to depend on DRE at all .. and then senior year I posted on my Instagram story that I needed a date to prom and tell me why she was taking me to my prom so I was excited I was like really happy we picked out colors and everything what we was doing after prom from the hair to the shoes we had this planned out I went to get my dress which was pink and ion even like pink but it's cute and I look really good so the day of prom her ex popped up because Dre posted on Instagram that she was taking me and somehow someway the ex was more important than me and I got stood up .but I wasn't expecting much I kinda had already made up in my head that it was the last straw and at that point I'm just over it fuck Dre and all the bull shit ..