You were waiting with Jina outside while Kai was in the emergency room. You still didn’t stop crying, you were scared and your eyes were swollen.
“JIWOO!” You slowly looked up and saw Jonghee and Seunghyun came over to you. You immediately stood up and hugged her as you cried in her arms. “Kai… Kai…” You mumbled. Jonghee looked at you anxiously, “Where is he?”
You turned to the emergency room and saw Jonghyun was standing in front of the room. “Calm down, Jongin is a strong guy. He’ll be fine.” Seunghyun calmly said.
Jonghee waited impatiently, as well as you. Jina squeezed your shoulder, you looked at her. She smiled, “Jongin will be fine, Don’t worry.” You shook your head, “I can’t stop worrying…” You whispered.
At the moment, the doctor came out of the emergency room. Jonghyun was shocked and immediately ran to the doctor followed by all of you.
“How is my brother?! He’s fine right?!” Jonghee anxiously asked. The doctor sighed and looked at Jonghee seriously, “I’m sorry, we could not help him…” Jonghee’s face fell as well as you. Jonghee grabbed his shoulder and began to cry, “HOW CAN YOU COULD NOT HELP HIM?! YOU ARE A DOCTOR! SAVE HIM! SAVE MY BROTHER!” Seunghyun pulled Jonghee away and hugged her. “Jonghee, calm down. It is not his fault.” “MY JONGIN! MY JONGIN!” Jonghee hysterically cried.
You sank on the floor. You covered your mouth and cried again. “That’s all my fault… I should just die… Why did you save me, Kai?!!” You cried out, hitting your own body. Jina and Jonghyun stopped you but you rebelled. “THE CAR WAS EYEING ME, HE WANTED ME DEAD BUT WHY DID KAI PROTECT ME!”
“What do you mean, Jiwoo?” Seunghyun asked. You shook your head and didn’t answer. “There was car wanted to hit Jiwoo, and police said it was done on purpose.” Jonghyun explained. Seunghyun’s eyes widened, *It was Heejun… Damn!* Seunghyun looked at Jonghee, she didn’t stop crying. Seunghyun lowered his head and shed tears, *Jongin… Do you really leave us?*
***
You were at Kai’s funeral. You can heard Kai’s mother was crying and screaming her son’s name. Your friends from school came and didn’t believe the news. But you are the most don’t believe it, he really left you. He has gone, forever. He has gone on your birthday. A Day should be the most happy day for you but it became the worst day.
You have tired, you tired for tears. You tired of crying, calling his name, because it will not make him come back to you. You saw some girls from your school sobbing, maybe they are fans of Kai. Some of them also looked at you sadly, You didn’t care about them and just silent on your position.
You suddenly remembered his smile, his touch, his face, and everything about him that you will not forget. You began to cry again as you remembered him, You miss him already. “JIWOO!” You slowly turned when someone called your name, It was Chanyeol. Behind him, there were Baekhyun and Sungji.
“Chan…Yeol…” You sobbed and hugged him. Chanyeol was a little surprised, but he understand you. He hugged you back and squeezed your back. “He’s gone… He was gone, Chanyeol. He left me on my birthday…” You cried out loud. It made everyone looked at you with a sad face.
Chanyeol had never seen you cry like this, not only him but also Baekhyun and Sungji. Chanyeol rested his chin on your head as he rubbed your hair. “Cry as satisfied as you want, Jiwoo.”
Sungji also began to cry and hugged Baekhyun. Baekhyun looked at her and put his hand around her shoulder. He then looked at you and Chanyeol, He was a little jealous of Chanyeol. *Why she hugged Chanyeol and Why not me?*
***
You came home with Chanyeol and Baekhyun. While in the cab, you overslept. Chanyeol holding you with bridal style while Baekhyun pressed the bell house. Your mother, who was come home from a business trip was surprised. She head heard this news from Suho.
“Please take her to her room.” Your mother said, Chanyeol nodded and headed to your room. Your mother opened the door and turn on the light. Chanyeol put you on the bed, he stared at you. You looked very tired because of crying. He stroked your cheek and put the blanket on your body. “Thank you, Chanyeol and Baekhyun. She must be very sad, Kai is a good boy.” Your mother sadly looked at you.
“Neh, Imo. We have to go home, if there is anything let us know soon.” Chanyeol said, Your mother nodded with a small smile on her face. Chanyeol looked at Baekhyun and nodded. They left your house and back to their house. Your mother looked at you for a while, “Poor my angel.” She shook her head and turned off the lights.
You didn’t look comfortable in your sleep. You continued to remember the accident. His shout, tears, and blood. You gasped and opened your eyes, you sat up on your bed and looked around. You were not in your room, you were somewhere else and you don’t know where you are.
“Where am I?” You looked around you in puzzlement. You shrugged and kept walking even though you don’t know where to go.
“JIWOO!” You stopped when you heard Kai’s voice. You spun around and looked behind you. It was when he pushed you and the car was hit him. Your eyes widened and gasped in surprise.
Then, people began to surround him. Only you were still in shock and didn’t move from your position.
Your tears came out by itself, you didn’t want to remember that bitter incident. You ran away from there and fell onto the ground. You looked at your knee but It wasn’t bleed. You frowned and helped yourself to feet again, “Actually where is this? My dream?” You said to yourself.
“I wanted to get out of here, It makes me sick… This place are full of you, Kai…” You whispered and shut your eyes. *This is makes me difficult to accept the fact, you know?*
You opened your eyes and now you were in your bedroom. You wiped your tears and glanced at the clock. It was 5 am. You lowered your legs to the floor, you still wore the clothes you wear at Kai’s funeral.
You sighed and walked to your desk. You took the pictures of you and him. You rubbed him and tears fell on it. You have really missed him. You took your cardigan and walked out of your room. Your house was very quiet and no one seemes to wake from their sleep. You didn’t care, you walked to the door and slowly opened it as you left your house.
***
“Jiwoo?” Your mother knocked on the door of your bedroom. She knocked again and still no answer from inside. Curiously, she opened the door and you were not there on the bed. She panicked, she opened the bathroom door and it was also empty. “JIWOO!” She ran out of your room and quickly opened Suho’s room.
“Joonmyeon, Where is your sister?!!” Your mother panicked. Suho immediately opened his eyes and sat up, “She wasn’t in her room!” Your mother yelled. Your mother down the stairs and told your father. Your family started to search of you in the house.
Your mother began to cry, “How is this?! We go to the police!” Suho patted her shoulder, “Mom, maybe she was in Chanyeol’s or Baekhyun’s house.” “Joonmyeon is right, let’s go!” Your father immediately walked out of the house as Suho and your mother followed him. Suho going to Baekhyun’s house while Your parents going to Chanyeol’s house.
Your father pressed the bell and Chanyeol who was opened it, he smiled. “Good morning.” “IS JIWOO HERE?!” Your mother asked. Chanyeol blinked in surprise, “No, She wasn’t here…”
“She’s not at home!” Your mother covered her face as she cried. Chanyeol’s eyes widened. “Mom, Jiwoo wasn’t there too,” Suho said with a worried face. “I’ll go find her!” Chanyeol immediately ran away to find you.
He bit his lips and grew worried, *Where are you, Jiwoo?*
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This is just a story, don't blame me. Okay? <3 Poor Kai><
