Craving ; Harry Potter (18+)

CHAPTER 2

Leaving me outside alone,
Fuck not again.

The tears start falling down my cheeks. "FUCCKK!" I hate this fucking feeling.
I'm weak. STOP FUCKING CRYING. I look like a 2 year old.

Everyone FUCKING leaves me.
My FUCKING DAD. MY MOTHER.

my brother. Jesus Christ, that boy doesn't fucking give a shit about me.

I have Leah, Blaise, Hermione and Cissy.
I need to apologise to Leah.

Actually I didn't do anything. I just asked her something right?
That wouldn't be fair. I'm not fucking apologising to anyone.

They. Can. All. Suck. My. Dick.

On my way to the common room I see him. The fucking rat of a bastard.
His brown puppy eyes get locked in mine. We keep eye contact as I walk towards him. He starts smirking.

"Well hello lady Ri-" I throw him a punch before he has the chance to continue.

"What the FUCK Riddle!" He spits. "Touch her again and next time I'll make you beg for me to stop Parkinson!" I spit at him.

"Look who decided to change her personality." Cole mocks me.
I throw him another punch and this time I hit his nose. Fuck. He likes it. I should just leave right?

"I love the new you Michelle!" He whispers stepping closer.
I take a step back. "How dare you call me by my first name! Pathetic boy." I spit at him.

I can feel my blood get boiled up of heat and anger.

"You have much to say darling."
He takes a step towards me and leans his head to my neck. I'm trying to pull away but I can't.
I have never felt this kind of feeling.
I can feel his hot breath on my skin. I can smell his hair. It smells like a bunch of flowers and honey.
He leaves a kiss on my neck.

What the fuck.
I just got a hickey from Cole Parkinson. No. How did this happen.

"I know you want me love, just as much as I want you." He says. Then pushes himself of me and walks off.
He turns around once and smiles at me.

Nailea is gonna kill me.

I am getting nervous. I can feel that I'm starting to sweat. Not because of him. I hate him, he probably just wants to fuck me for fame. I'm nervous about how I'm gonna tell Nailea. I don't wanna lose her. And this is just the first day of Hogwarts.

I'm feeling really tired so I think it's the best for me to just sleep now. I go to the Slytherin common room.
As I arrive I whisper the password and walk straight upstairs to my dorm.

I open the door and I immediately shut it.
Fuck.

"Fuck you Riddle!" I can hear Pansy shout from our dorm. I just caught Pansy doing it with Blaise.
Pansy and fucking Blaise! Anyways this shit means I'll have to sleep in the common room.
On the seat. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Next morning

I didn't sleep at night. Not at all.
I just couldn't sleep.

I walk up to my dorm and quickly change clothes. I put on a black turtleneck, a green mini skirt with knee socks and my Doctor Marten boots.