My Life

My mistake & our story

*Warning there will be cussing. If u don't like it don't read this*

Where do I start? Well I guess from when I messed up a couple of years ago. *Sighs* His mom was screeching at him, not yelling or screaming but screeching at him. And I snapped. She was trying to take his phone away. I told him to grab her hand & squeeze it lightly. I never said to hurt her. But she screenshoted it. I had listened as she talked shit about me & at first I didn't know what I had done wrong. But I quickly learned she was just really fucken controlling of him. She talked shit about all his friends. Said "I'm ur only friend." To him. She has abused him emotionally for so long. She has hung that mistake over me ever since. Then last year on his birthday he was getting ready to come to me. We live in different cities. She spread that screenshot around & made me seem like a bad person. I am not. I am just very protective of him. And now the other she threatened to take legal action against me. I haven't hurt her despite wanting to. I just won't risk my freedom for someone so horrible as her. And now tonight. She said she was going to cut off his communications. I have a surgery coming up & I wanted him there. He was going to come to me tomorrow. But she stopped him & is now keeping him against his will there. We have been apart & I just wanted him with me again. She hates me, she is jealous I freed him of her control. She called me a devil because I don't believe in jesus or god. She has called me manipulative & has said I've been manipulating him. I would never hurt him. He is my light. He is my whole world. And what I wanted most for Christmas was him with me. Now she is keeping us apart. I don't know what to do. I have tried being nice to her. But apparently when we first met, I a 5'4 person intimidated her who is much taller than me. I had my hand out & smiling. I have no one to talk to. My mom who is also my aunt kept saying "Don't get ur hopes up." And I didn't like her bringing me down. I um am transgender as u would know if u read my profile. I was born with disabilities & so was he. But he has been there for me. He accepts me, loves me for me. He loves me with all my quirks, & he is just such an awesome amazing person. I can't breathe. He hasn't responded back to me. I am worried. I don't know what to do anymore. I am in so much pain. And now my depression which has been off & on is now so bad. It hurts. When u find ur soulmate u feel what their feeling no matter far away from each other. If anyone who reads this. I need someone to talk to.