Tangles of the Mind

enigma struck

the confusion is burning over my skin, seeping towards the bone; the shell of the broken girl seen before you.

how have i become so mixed up with these strange feelings, those i thought i had figured out long ago.

you're a friend, a close friend. 

nothing more, right?

since when did the line of love for a friend and that of romance blur?

it's driving me nuts, my mind continues to wonder; you.

i'm a mess, i try my hardest to protect you by keeping you at arm's length; but here you are, literally being held close.

you're enchanting, and that pisses me off; i no longer feel in control, hanging on every word, every smile.

i feel like a crazy person, i shouldn't be writing this...

although, all of it is the truth.