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ldh_sky
i must know. why do you like traumatizing
yourself?princessaera
i don't know?? i guess its just the thrill??ldh_sky
what do you mean?princessaera
part of it is because it feels like when you
are at the peak of a rollercoaster and you
know its going to drop but you just can't
prepare yourself. the second part, i think,
is because it makes me feel like i'm able to
now be there for someone. like hyunsu in the
webtoon. now that i've seen what he has,
i feel like (if he were real) i could comfort
him and make him feel less alone.ldh_sky
that oddly makes senseldh_sky
do you only do that with paranormal
and fictional things?princessaera
no, no. i do it with real life situations
also. those are just more of teaching moments.ldh_sky
but why? i understand the reasoning you
gave me, but i can't seem to wrap my
brain around it.princessaera
i wish i had a more concrete answer. i don't
even know why, myself. i just enjoy it.princessaera
i guess that makes me sort of a freak.ldh_sky
a little bit. but that's okay.princessaera
i never got to ask you, but are you looking
forward to filming?ldh_sky
i think so. i think i've got the character
down enough that i should perform well.princessaera
you know, i could always help. i read the
webtoon, after all. :)ldh_sky
i wouldn't want to bother you. plus
its late and i know you've been busy
lately.princessaera
i promise, it would be no problem! it
would actually be super helpful for me
as well.ldh_sky
really?princessaera
yeah! i'm actually super worried about my
acting skills. and if you could give me
pointers and such, i would be so grateful.ldh_sky
have you made it home yet?princessaera
i'm almost there. probably another
three minutes.ldh_sky
when you get home and comfortable,
we could video chat and go over our
lines.princessaera
oh my gosh, okay.princessaera
i'll have to get ready for bed first.
skin care and all that, but that won't
take too long.ldh_sky
alright :)princessaera
what made you want to play eunhyuk?ldh_sky
what do you mean?princessaera
what made you want to audition for
this drama?ldh_sky
oh. well, it's different than everything
else i've ever acted in. perhaps i wanted
to challenge myself.princessaera
this'll definitely be a challenge.ldh_sky
i believe in us. we'll do well.princessaera
if you believe, i will too. you'd know,
after all, being the professional.ldh_sky
i've been meaning to ask, but i just
haven't gotten around to it. why don't
you drink?ldh_sky
i hope that it isn't insensitive of me to ask.princessaera
back when i was with my previous company,
i was on a strict diet. and part of it was alcohol.
i was a minor then, so when it was discovered,
i almost got in a whole lot of trouble. it almost
ruined my life, so i prefer to steer clear of it.ldh_sky
oh. i am so sorry.princessaera
don't be! troubles from the past are learned
experiences in the present. i don't dwell on
them.ldh_sky
is that a reason you like to traumatize
yourself? to feel less alone?princessaera
i don't know. could be?princessaera
i've done this, though, ever since i was
younger. so who knows the true reason.ldh_sky
you're a strong person, aera.princessaera
😳ldh_sky
?princessaera
nobody has called me aera in a long time.ldh_sky
does it bother you?princessaera
quite the opposite actuallyldh_sky
then can i keep calling you that?princessaera
please doprincessaera
give me five minutes and i'll call.
okay?ldh_sky
okay :)—
rumi says!
whew i love them so much. they
literally tear at my heartstrings.what do you guys think of the
mains so far? is it going too fast?
too slow? just right??
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TRAUMA ━━ Lee Dohyun
FanfictionDISCONTINUED. "who likes traumatizing themselves?" "me." in which Lee Dohyun finds the weirdest attraction for his co-star who loves traumatizing herself. 𝙡𝙚𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙝𝙮𝙪𝙣 𝙭 𝙛𝙚𝙢!𝙤𝙘 𝙨𝙤𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙡 𝙢𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙖 𝙖𝙪 © HADEROLOGY 2021