I currently don't care about anything nothing at all I just feel like dying and I have no reason to I'm just acting like a crybaby but after all the little things build up this is what happens I snapped I wanna hurt everyone the way that they hurt me but I'm to nice to so I just sit here acting like it's cool I just wanna leave I wanna go home but I don't have a home I have people who let me stay with them til they didn't want me and I have the friends that turned into family who I can't see because I'm trying to accomplish a goal I'm nowhere near I'm not depressed I don't know what I am but I guess you could call it a slump I'm just going through allot right now and I know I'm not it just feels like it's too much I have so many things I never had the time to get over and now it's all boiled to the top of the pot I have to confront these issues and I don't know how to I've always been told to never tell anybody anything and now I just don't talk to people I guess that's what this is for to tell my side can't feel judged by strangers right?
