As we fall

Losing patients

Mia's POV

This awkward drive with Hayden is making me sick to my stomach. God why is he so quiet? Shouldn't he be yelling at me or something? Anything is better then the awkward silent treatment that he's giving me.  I continue to stare out my window, fighting myself not give in and make up with this daring boy that I've fallen so hard for. I should be mad! He did make a big decision without having a conversation about it first. It should've been my decision too! After all it's a baby we're talking about.  With that my deep thoughts are quickly silenced,

Listen baby,  I know it was wrong of me to make such a bad decision that can lead to serious consequences and drag you down with me without even having your consent.  I'm really sorry from the bottom of my heart!
But with that being said,  I do consider it a decision not a mistake. I admit that I knew what I was doing even though it was split second, I did decide that at that moment I wanted to get you pregnant.   He says the last words as if it were the most casual thing ever.

So you want to have a baby with me? I ask doubtfully.

No!  Wait.. yes, fuck,  I mean kinda, I don't know Mia I guess what I'm trying to say is.. I wouldn't mind if you get pregnant.   He says nervously.

Boy you sure do move fast. You proposed to me and decided you would like to try to have children all in the matter of 40 minutes! I say laughing as I playfully slap his shoulder.

It was more my anger that pushed me to do it. I was thinking about the wedding and how he's gonna be the one giving you all the things I should be giving you... I know you say your not really going through with the marriage but babe we never talked about what our plans gonna be when March finally comes?  He says to me with sad eyes as he pulls into the parking lot where
my moms car was left.

Well your gonna have to get your own apartment cause when the time is right,  I'm packing a bag and running away with you and I'm not gonna live with you and your roommate in that tiny box you guys call your room! I assure him with a small smile.

Are you serious? He asked with big eyes and a shocked expression.

Yes baby I'm 18. I'm a legal adult! What's the worst my dad can do? I say as I climb into his lap and run my fingers through his hair.

Oh my god baby girl... you just made my whole fucking year! Why didn't you just suggest that from the start?  I would've got a place as soon as you said so!  I didn't actually think you'd want to move in with me.  He says while holding my body tight against him.

Yeah what the hell am I thinking? Do you even know my actual name? I tease.

He lets out a loud chuckle,  what do you mean? It's Mia right?

Nope!

What the fuck do you mean nope?? Are you seriously telling me I don't know my fiancé's real name!? He jokes as if he doesn't believe me.

Hayden I'm serious.. Mia is what I prefer to be called.. I assure him.

What's your full name babe cause this ain't right!  I skipped most of the important shit of getting to know these details of you,  instead I just fell straight in love and decided your the ONE! He says laughing.

Emilia Gianna Giordano.  I state with a thick accent.

Fuck, that sounds like an Italian princess. Wow Emilia Gianna giordano,  sounds so formal. Damn! He says as he starts kissing my neck.

So do you forgive me Emilia? He softly whispers in my ear while his teeth nibbles at my skin making me forget that I was even mad at him in the first place.