i'm not him...

Chapter 1

I looked up in horror at Sangwoo as he said "So what you're saying is...you had consensual sex, huh..." "wow...that's fucking disgusting...." He turned his head away from me looking towards the door. "...Wait Sangwoo..." I said standing up from my seat at the table.

I started to tremble "Sangwoo....Sangwoo" Finally he looked at me, but his eyes were full of disgust. My eyes started to water. I called for him and walked around the table touching his hand. "Hey! Don't touch me!" he said pulling his hand away from mine and looking forward away from me. "I...did everything you asked...I'll keep doing whatever you ask, so..." I said as tears begin to run down my pale skinny face.

He wouldn't even look at me even after I called his name. "Sangwoo..." He just stood up and began walking around the table away from me. "IF HITTING ME WILL CHEER YOU UP..." i begin to say "THEN HIT ME!" I started to cry harder and walk towards him. "I WON'T CRY!...I PROMISE! I'LL KEEP SMILING" I said trying to convince the taller man in front of me. "ahh..." i said letting a whimper escape my lips. "S-Since i'm disgusting...I'm disgusting, so...!" I tried to speak of what i would do.

"...Ah...I'm disgusting...so..." i said again starting to tremble more then before. I looked down but in the corner of my vision i noticed the knife was still out next to the cutting board. I grabbed it and put it up against my wrist I could feel how cold the metal was against my warm skin. I pulled the knife against my skin...

"CUT" I heard the director yell. I was confused until I looked down at my wrist and noticed I didn't cut the bag of fake blood. I heard Sangwoo laugh at me. "Again Bum" He said walking towards me and wiping my forced tears. Surprisingly Oh Sangwoo was really sweet and selfless compared to his cold hearted selfish character he played. I blushed embarrassed, this was the third time i didn't cut the bag of blood. I felt bad for holding everyone up. You see after 26 episodes of playing this character you'd think it wouldn't rub off against me, but it has already.

Honestly everyone's character has rubbed off against them. Seungbae is usually very upbeat and happy but playing a serious character has gotten to him. He's still very happy and upbeat, but now he has moments where he's very serious and the "sad man" he plays. The only man who's character hasn't rubbed off on him is the handsome Oh Sangwoo. "Bum how about we take a break it's almost time anyways" I heard Sangwoo say. "But won't Koogi-

(She is the writer of Killing Stalking if you don't know. In this story she's the director and writer though.)

-get mad at us" I said as I looked up at the taller man. "Mmm" he said "Nah she loves us too much" He said smiling one of his beautiful smiles. I begin to object feeling nervous that she would be mad at us, but before i could really say anything Sangwoo dragged me to our dressing room. He plopped me in my chair and sat down in the one in front of me.

I looked into his dark beautiful black eyes as he began to speak. "So how about we go out and eat later tonight?" He smiled like he does as his character to pick up his beautiful victims. "Oh is THE Oh Sangwoo asking ME on a date~" I teased. He rolled his eyes but was still smilling. "Well a kidnapper should take his victim on a date I suppose" He grinned moving closer to my face. I laughed and playfully punched his arm. " Oh shut up i'm not one of your pretty victims you pick up on the streets." I said while he laughed and moved away from my face.

He calmed himself down and looked me in the eyes "Well what do you say Bum, do you wanna go to dinner with me...." I started to blush a little thinking he meant as a date. "As friends of course." He smiled not noticing the blush on my cheeks. I sighed a little knowing it was to good to be true. "Sure Sangwoo." I said looking away knowing i was dumb for thinking he wanted to go on a date.

"Hey bumi why did you sigh..." he said while grabbing my cheek with his right hand. "His hand is so big compared to my face...and it's so warm" I thought while he was looking into my dark black eyes. "Bumi?" He asked which snapped me out of my thoughts. "O-Oh-" I blushed "-No reason Sangwoo" I smiled. "You sure?" He asked moving his hand down grabbing both of my cheeks and pulling my face close to his. " yesh" I said.

(i know it's yes but his face is being squished so it sounds like yesh)

He smiled and let go of my cheeks. "Yay!" He said sounding like he was a kid who just convinced his mom to buy him candy. I smiled as he got up and booped my nose. I blushed while rolling my eyes at him. He just laughed again and picked me up and carried me back to our spots on set.

(Author Now) Hey guys i hope you enjoyed~ And have a great day/evening/night :)