BNHA one shots i randomly decided sounded cool

🧡BakuDeku💚 almost a ghost

Idk im bad at titles.

TW:  suicide attempt (failed), mentions of successful suicide attempt, mentioned, implied, depictions of self harm

Deku tries to take his life but a quirk shows him what would happen if he succeeded.

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The air was cold as Izuku got to the roof. The heavy steel doors barely noticeable against the already harsh pain in his arms. He took a quiet breath and stepped twards the ledge. There were people down there. They could see him he was sure but it seems... he was invisible....

As alwase....

He stepped up onto the ledge, the wind tussleing his hair. He smiled softly to himself and stepped forward. And in an instant he was falling. The wind that had originally just been gently running through his hair was now zipping past him. His mind tuned out the screams ringing around him. But when he felt he should have hit the ground, he landed on something... soft...?

Was this his bed??

Why was he in his bed?? How did he even get here??

He quickly sat up, looking around quickly. He... didnt hear anything. Seconds ago he was hearing screams but... now there was nothing..

He sat up and looked around quietly. He got off his bed and stepped out into the hall. He checked his phone to find the time. Mabey everyone was asleep?

Oh. Okay. 6:45. Everyone should be at dinner.

Wait... was that...

Wednesday??? But todays monday!

He quickly stepped out and mumbled to himself. "How long was i out..?" He mumbled quietly as he checked down the hall. Oh! "Kacchan!" He called quickly as he rushed to catch up to the blonde walking down the hall. He reached out and-

Watched his hand go through bakugous shoulder. He shook his head and quickly stepped infront of him, only to freeze in his tracks.

Kacchan looks awfull...

His bright red eyes were no longer full of determination. But instead... pain... anger... his fair skin had grown pale from his lack of leaving his dark room to even eat. He looked so... broken....

Did i do that...?

He thought to himself. He didnt think bakugou of all people would be effected by him. It hurt to look at. He shook his head. "Kacchan!" He tried shouting but it seemed the blonde couldnt hear as he stood by the stairs, eyeing the common room.

Deku watched him closely before hearing the faint mumble of "fuck this...." from the blonde who quickly retreated back to his room. He tried to knock but his hand just slipped through the door. He shook his head and stepped through, only to freeze in his tracks.

Bakugou pulled his long sleeve shirt off. And as he was swapping into a hoodie.... dekus hoodie, he noticed it. The dozens upon dozens upon dozens of cuts dug deep into his arms. Most scabbed over, while a couple were still leaking blood. He covered his mouth as tears welled in his eyes. He wanted to hug him so badly.

But he couldnt. He couldnt so much as touch him. He couldnt do anything but watch.

He quickly stepped out of the room. This wasnt right. None of this was. Theres no way. He quickly rushed downstairs. Everyone was quiet. A couple were watching movies, or reading books, but noone interacted with each other. Except the deku squad. They all clung to each other. Ochako as Tsuyu- er, Tsu were holding each other. Todoroki, and Iida were comphorting them.

It was so wrong. Everything was wrong. Did he really effect everyone this much? He had to find all might!

He rushed out the doors, or tumbled out. He forgot he didnt have to open it. Before he bolted to campus. He rushed to toshinoris office and frantically burst in. Todhinori was sitting on a couch with his head in his hands. Aizawa and Hizashi were sitting on either side of him and whispering that it would be okay. He didnt realize what was going on untill he heard the quiet choaked sobs comeing from the larger man.

He looked between the two, trying to get their attention but he just couldnt. Nothing was working. He gripped his hair before running out again. There had to be someone. One person. Anyone. Someone had to see him.

Inko!

She would have to know! He imidiately ran straight home. Rushing down the street, not careing as he ran through everyone on his way. He turned a corner and stepped through the door, only for his heart to shatter as he was greeted by Inkos heart wrenching sobs. She was curled on the couch as she held her sons hero costume close to her chest. She sobbed into the fabric as she begged anyone who would listen to bring her son back to her.

And thats what got him to break. He tried to hold his crying mother as the tears flooded down his cheeks. He sank to his knees as he cried, wishing more than anything that he could so much as hold her hand.

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His eyes snapped open as he felt himself falling again, a loud bang ringing through the air. He shouted in fear before a pair of strong arms caught him. He looked up quickly as the tears that stained his face moments before disappeared. Bakugou held him close as he landed. He had managed to propel himself into the air with an explosion.

The look of fear in his eyes was enough to break izukus heart all over again. Bakugou gently set him down and let him lean against the wall. "K-kacchan...?" He said quietly, before the blonde pulled him into a tight hug. He shakily hugged back a moment later. He could feel Katsuki shaking as he held him. He pulled back a bit to hold dekus cheek. There were tears running down his cheeks.

"Dont you ever scare me like that again..." he said quietly. His voice breaking. Deku sniffled before hugging him again. Mumbleing apologies as bakugou held him close. He looked up when he felt him kiss the top of his head. "I cant lose you deku...." he said quietly. Izuku smiled slightly. It was nice feeling cared for.

He sniffled and wiped at his eyes. He looked up again only to feel a pair of warm lips against his. He slowly relaxed and kissed back lightly before bakugou pulled bavk and kissed his forhead.

He didnt think he would ever say this but....

Hes glad he was saved.