Is this real? (A (mostly) Hanjoo fanfic)

A almost kiss

---Hansols pov---

While I was quickly changing I had to think about Bjoos and our friendship. That is definitely something I don't want to lose. The first time we saw eachother when we were trainees we knew we had found a soulmate. There was nothing we didn't talked about and everyone rolled their eyes when they saw us together playing pranks at eachother or just shared skinship.

But that skinship was just the normal thing between friends. And one day I realised I felt more. Wanted more. And from that day the skinship was akward. Beause I didn't wanted to lose that friendship I started to pull away when others were around. To scared they might notice something.
But there are moments I don't have the will to pull away. I wanted to hold hands. Touch him...

I shook my head while I ran to the stage and closed the last button of my shirt. I saw my band members going on stage and stumbled after them. I was the last one in the row. The fans were screaming and I smiled widely. "Topp Dogg who?! Annyeonghasaeyo!", all of us said and bowed. Pgoon talked to the fans and how greatful we were for their support. The usual. We all introduced us and the games started.

There was a huge board on the stage covered with questions and dares the fans wrote down before the show started. Everyone had to pick a card and do whatever was written on there. Everthing was there. What is your ideal type, do a sexy dance (Atom is the master. Well after me..), the Gwiomi song, paper kissing game, if we had a crush and a game where we had to point out the member to 'most likely to'. Then my turn came up. I opened the paper and read "Do the Pepero game. The fans decide with who." And if someone knew that this was picked a staff member was running up the stage to give me a pack of Pepero sticks.

Pgoon asked the fans who I should do it with. "BJOOOO!", most of the people screamed and my heart stopped.

---Bjoos pov---

I looked in Hansols direction. Because of our close friendship and the skinship we shared alot of fans shipped us. They even had a name for us. Hanjoo. So I wasn't surprised they have chosen me. I didn't mind because it was a excuse to be close to Hansol. But after I realised my feelings for him it was hard not to think about how close our lips would be. And there goes my imagination toghether with a normal heart beat.

I laughed to overplay my nervousness and played shy. But the reality is I wanted to do this. Atom pushed me in the middle of the stage while Jenissi pushed Hansol towards me. And here we are. On a huge stage, thousends of people watching us and giggeling members behind us.

Hansol looked into my eyes and smiled. "For the fans.", he wispered and pulled out a Pepero stick. "Chocolate?", he asked me, loud now. "You know I love my chocolat." I said and winked. The fans were squicking and screaming but when Hansol put the stick in my mouth all sounds faded. My heart raced. "Ready?", Atom, who was going to be the judge, asked us. Hansol looked at me and I nod my head. "Yes." And he put the other end into his mouth.

Atom started to count down from ten. I felt Hansols breath on my face as he came closer. He tilted his head as our noses touched. I felt like I was a stature. I didn't dare to move or to breath. Then I felt a light touch on my lips. It was to soft to be counted as a kiss but I had the feeling to move towards him. I wanted to close the few millimeters between us but then the moment was over. Atom screamed: "STOP!", and Hansol bit his end. I gave Atom the little peace, if you could call it that. It was almost just crumbs. "0,5 cenimeters!"

I was speechless. I was this close to Hansol and our lips touched. I didn't know how to react and I felt my face turning red. I smiled to the screaming fans and I didn't know why I took Hansols hand and pulled him back to the others. But I was to scared to look at his face. So now we were just standing there, holding hands. As if nothing happened the show went on and was over pretty soon. I didn't really know what happened because my mind was drifting of.

Only when Hansol bumped me with his shoulder I saw we were about to say goodbye. All of us were going of stage and everyone was happy and talking. We thanked the staff for their hard work and went to change again.

Everything went by fast and befor I could even realise we were sitting in our car on the way to our dorm. I didn't even say goodbye to Hansol. I still felt sad everytime we went to the dorms. It was a shame that they had to put us in different dorms. I wished that Hansol would always be together with me.

By the time we got home everyone was tired. "I'm in the shower first.", Atom yelled but as soon he was able to jump into the bathroom Pgoon grabbed him. "No way. Elders go first." Sanggyung smiled. "Do I need to help the elder? I don't want him to hurt himself or maybe slip because he is the elder." You could hear the sarcasm but everyone knows why Atom wanted to go in with Sehyuk.

"Cut it of, Atom. I'm tired. Let me shower. The rest of you can fight over the next one who goes in." And the door shut. All of us heard the lock klick. Atom smiled and pulled a little pin out of his hair. We all knew what would happen next.

I sighed after Atom unlocked the door, winked at us and shut the door again. No shower this evening again. I went to my room I shared with Xero and Hojoon. I changed into my pjs and layed on my bed.

My phone went of. Fresh and clean. Was the first one to shower. :) Hansol. I wrote back: No shower for me again... -.- Not even 30 seconds later a new text came in. Atom and Pgoon again? Gosh. They need to calm down. Or just wait until everyone is done. I laughed.

--- Hansls opv---

I was thinking how freely Atom and Pgoon were with their love life. We all didn't care as long as they are happy. Well ok. Maybe Atom forced Pgoon a bit but look how they ended up. Now Bjoo is complaining about not getting a shower almost every night. And if they aren't fucking in the bathroom Hansol told me all of them bought ohropax because they were so loud. Xero even moved to Bjoos room after Atom and Pgoon got together.

His phone went of. I'll just gonna move to your dorm. There I could get showers and sleep. ;) Hansol smiled. The thought of having Bjoo next to him even in his dorm was awesome. He wished he had so much courage to tell Bjoo what he'd like to do with him. Ok maybe start with his feelings... not right away tell him he wouldn't get any sleep when he moved here.

Gosh. I need to stop thinking of that. I'll get a boner again and end up like a few hours ago in the bathroom. When Atom came in I was just about to calm myself down. I don't want to imagine what Atom told the others if he would have seen me with a boner I was trying to get rid of. I shook my head and turnd onto my belly. Great idea. Just come now. I'll kick everyone out of the bathroom and you could have all the time you want. ;D And you could sleep in the same bed as me, I added in my thoughts. What a nice thought. A long hot shower. Oh well. I got used to shower in the morning. But thanks fot the offer haha.. I'm tired. See ya tomorrow. Sleep good and sweet dreams ♥

I smiled. This got so normal that we send hearts. But now it made me feel all warm inside. You too. xoxo
And with my phone in my hand I fell asleep.

---Jenissis pov---

"Hansol. Want a midnight snack of ice cream?", I asked while opening the door to our room. "Ups.", I wisperd, when I saw the boy sleeping. He was laying on his belly and had a big smile on his face. I lighly shook my head and grinned. He probably wrote with Bjoo. They are so hopeless. I took the phone out of his hand and put it on the side of his bed. Then I pulled the blanket over him and turned out the light.

"Is he comeing or can I have the rest?", Yano asked after I closed the door behind me. "Go for it. He fell asleep. But guys, we need to do something about Hansol and Bjoo. How can both of them be so blind? Both of them don't see the feelings the other has for them. I can't keep watching these dorks. They are hopeless!", I said while I fell on the sofa. "Agreed. But lets do that tomorrow with the others.", Yano said with a full mouth of chocolate ice cream.

We need to do something...

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