endless like the galaxy

A strange night

"it was kuroo's birthday, only if he was still in this world with us" Kenma thought to himself as he layed there on his bed, he turned himself to his left side to look at the clock, it was five in the morning, he had been like this laying dead on his bed for hours.

suddenly  Kenma got up, his suicidal glare was there still, his eyes looking sad and puffy, he was unrecognisable, he got up, took the keys of his car, got in, this time he was going to do it, he couldn't deal with living anymore
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He settled down, and started speeding towards the main road, he was driving recklessly, he was driving so fast, he would've been dead by now but he didn't care anymore, he started screaming kuroo's name and put on kuroo's favourite song on full volume.
He screamed the lyrics "WHY DONT WE RERWITE THE STARS" as he said he was blinded by the headlights of a truck that was JUST about to hit him, just as the metal and the broken glass of the truck was about to pierce his skin.

Kenma gasped as he got up, he was in the garage of his house, he took a moment to breathe and process what was happening, he looked outside, it was raining, he thought maybe he was just dreaming when suddenly he felt something, he felt light and full of life, he felt like he wasn't sick, he looked over his hands and they weren't as pale as they used to be

He looked over his shoulder just to realise his hair had its signature blonde dye, and it was shorter like it used to be years ago, he touched his face, it didn't have wrinkles or dry skin, it was like he was 16 again.

he rushed inside his house looking for his parents just to realise the house was empty, literally, there were no furniture or anything else, all his belongings were gone, he looked inside his washroom, the mirror was still there, he looked over to realise, his face wasnt as pale and he didn't look unwell, he had his signature hair cut he used to when he was 16, on further inspection he realised that he wasn't as tall, it's like he was a minor again, his body had shrunken and was like it used to be years ago, Kenma was confused

"What the actual heck is going on"

He muttered under his breath,
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He went outside, it was still raining, he looked over to find a "for sale" sign on the frontyard of his house, he was confused, there was just one place he could think of right now, he didn't have his car, he did have his skateboard.

He hurried towards his old highschool, as he reached the gym, he was looking for other people, the gym had its lights on, Kenma didn't have a watch he didn't know what time it was, upon reaching the gym, he saw his old teammates yaku,lev and Yamamoto practicing

Kenma yelled from the entrance of the gym "HEY yaku, lev, Yamamoto what are you all doing here? Does anyone have a clue of what's going on?"

Everyone stared at Kenma in silence processing what the hell just happened

Kenma was all wet and only his outline was visible, he looked like a shadow, though his blonde streaks were partially visible, the familiar voice made everyone recognise him

Lev started screeching like a child "AAAAAAHHHHHH OH MY GOOOOOOD KUROOO SAAAAN AAAAAHAHAHHHHHH" as he held on to a far more shorter figure, yaku, lev was purely horrified like he has seen a ghost

Yaku fell down of the ground, he let go of lev and lev started speeding towards the backdoor opposite of the front door where Kenma was standing,

Yaku started dragging himself off the floor, his legs had frozen, yaku was purely horrified, his eyes looked like they would fall out of thier sockets, he was shocked and horrified as tears started streaming down his face, he dragged himself backwards opposite to Kenma muttering the words "this isnt real, this isn't real, this isn't real" 

Yamamoto on the other hand threw the volleyball at Kenma hitting his face so hard screaming "AHAHAHAHA KUROOO HELP US WE ARE GONNA DIE AAAAAAAAAHHHH"  he raced towards the door with lev

Kenma said "kuroo? Wait isn't he?" Kenma stopped, his tone was purely confused, as the three locked the door, Kenma went near the locked door, as he was standing in hopes of hearing something, he heard a very familiar voice, he knew who's voice it was, as tears started flowing down kenma's face, the slightly nasal, deep voice, he knew it was him

It was kuroo's voice

"But how?" He muttered as he was still trying to process what just happened

Suddenly he heard the three talking to kuroo, Kenma couldn't help but litsen, finally in four years, Kenma started ugly sobbing at the same time trying to silence himself so he could litsen to kuroo

Kuroo : "Kenma? WAIT KENMA? WHERE DID YOU SEE HIM? Yamamoto and lev if this is a stupid  prank then you're DEAD, there's no way Kenma is going to be there"

Yaku : "k-kuroo i-i s-saw him it's n-ot a prank-k" yaku spoke almost as if shivering and terrified

Lev : "KUROO SAAAAN IM SO SCAREDD PROTECT MEEE WE SAW KENMA"

Kuroo : "let me check..."

Kuroo opened the door just to see noone, Kenma had hidden himself under the few cardboard boxes, he was short enough to go unnoticed, Kenma just sat there looking at the love of his life in four years, he couldn't help as more tears flowed down his cheeks, he put a hand over his mouth preventing himself from making a noise, he was kuroo, the tall, bed head, male

Kuroo was desperately searching for Kenma like it was the last thing he's going to do, as he yelled "GET HERE YOU LITTLE FUCKERS WHERES KENMA HUH? SEE THREE OF YOU WERE HALLUCINATING, YOU LITTLE PIECES OF SHIT"

Kenma heard kuroo, he was angry but there was a hint of hopelessness and sadness in his voice, it was strangely agonizing, Kenma wanted to scream at kuroo saying he's there but something in him just stopped

As kuroo closed the door, Kenma took a breather and then got out of the gym, he knew where he was going next

He took a bus to miyagi, he reached there at 6 in the morning, he knew exactly where he was going, and who he was going to meet, as he knocked on the door, stood a tall dark haired male, it was kageyama, Kenma said ina monotone voice "is shoyo there?"

Kageyama looked in disbelief, he rubbed his eyes, and slapped himself, hinata yelled from the background "HEY BAKAYAMA WHOS THERE AT THE DOOR?"

Kageyama replied stuttering at every sentence he was trying to say "k-ken m-uh h-inata w-hat"

Hinata quickly hurried towards the front door, kageyama was tall enough to block hinata's view, hinata pushed kageyama aside saying "bakeyama kun please step aside cuz I'm not talk like you" kageyama let go as he sat on the ground falling towards the left wall as hinata's eyes met Kenma

Hinata couldn't hold his tears back as they started flowing down his cheeks, he hugged Kenma, he couldn't think of anything else, kageyama was sitting there clueless as tears started dripping down his face

Hinata said almost choking in his tears "k-kenma y-your ok?"

Kageyama slapped himself assuring himself he was dreaming, he quickly got up and joined the hug as he didn't know what to do, after seeing hinata cry

Kenma said in a low and confused voice : "s-shoyo"

Hinata : "n-no don't say anything"

Kenma broke the hug, he had a puzzled look on his face

Hinata said as he fell down to kenma's feet sobbing "YOURE OK? WHY DIDNT YOU CONTACT US? WE WERE SO WORRIED? WAS THAT JUST A JOKE? KUROO WAS BROKEN, I WAS BROKEN, I CANNOT LOSE YOU, MY BEST FRIEND AGAIN"

Kenma said in a confused tone : "kuroo?"

Hinata : "YES KUROO"

Kenma fell down to match hinata's level, he fell on the ground sobbing uncontrollably, kageyama offered both of them help and made them sit inside hinatas bedroom, the three of them settled down as both hinata and Kenma were sobbing uncontrollably