Y/n's POV
It was around 5:32 in the morning , You woke up seeing howl without you in the bed,
you decided to go cook some breakfast for you and the others
but right when you got up howl slammed the door hardly,
you questioned why he did that and got slightly frightened at the action
you asked howl
"Why did you slam the door?!"
howl just silently went back outside,
you got worried and went to change to go after him,
but when you asked markl where howl went he just shrugged and continue to do his work,
you were in panic trying to calm down from howl being missing
markl said
"Hey he's okay !! , he might just be running an errand by himself you know?"
you started to calm down a little bit and markl handed you a glass of water asking
"Why did howl slam the door earlier? ,was he mad at something?"
you answered
"I don't know either that's why im in panic !!"
Markl tried to calm you down again and suddenly hear the door slam again but this time it was from the front door,
you were happy howl was okay but there was something off , he wasn't smiling , i mean that's normal but he has a really really sad face it kind of worried you so you asked
"Howl are you okay? , you don't look so good go take a shower and rest"
he nodded and went to the shower to take a shower
but you heard little sobs in the bathroom so you barged in seeing howl in tears
you asked howl what was wrong and why he was crying you got really worried cause he wouldn't answer you, so you covered him in a towel and brought him some comfy clothes to change into
he was done after 5 minutes so you came in and asked him to sit on the bed with you,
you asked
"Howl what's wrong , your making me really worried !! "
howl suddenly hugged you
you got surprised at the action but anyway liked the feeling of howls warm body
he was gonna speak but got cut off by him crying again
"Howl !! , Howl !! are you okay?! "
you lift up his head to see him looking like such a mess
he explained what happened you felt tears on your eyes as you hear what happened.. you were really sad you couldn't even explain what it felt like anymore you had to take it in and comfort howl
howl was on top of you crying hardly you felt so bad
"i wanna cry but i have to comfort howl he loved her the most !" you thought
"Its okay"
Author's note !
Hello everyone this is chapter one of "Holding it in" i hope you enjoyed this chapter ^^
have a nice morning/afternoon/evening/night everyone !!
Till next chapter !!
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"Holding it in"
Romance❗❗Slight Nsfw❗❗ This is a Howl x Reader fanfiction and this is my first time making a fanfic so some grammar mistakes will be shown in the viewing of the fanfiction. I also take request's !! so request some ships i should right a fanfic about ^^. H...
