These reasons why

Tape.1

-I can't really remember my life before dying, it was all a blur.
The one main quest I wanted to do to fill was this boy, I remember me and him had a real connection with one other.
Late March he took me out to the spring festival and we dance all through the night.-

October 1st; five days until the funeral of Lonnie Ferndale. Himari school reporter came up to me when at my locker asking questions regarding to Lonnie.
"Do you have any exclusive knowledge about Lonnie that the public wants to know? The people of FairViewHigh need the true" Himari asked, rushing away from her, made me look even more suspicious, but I had to escape her. Didn't want anyone knowing who the real Lonnie was

-when it came to the festival closing, he didn't seem to please? Was it the way I talked about my cat, no. The next morning approach, not caring to get up or chat to anyone, nor to sleep! What was wrong with me?-

After escaping I went to class, not thinking about the consequences of being late.
Entering class I could taste the tension of other students gossiping, whispering, I was thinking the worse. Heather stud up " my self and the other pops would like to say a word for poor Lonnie Ferndale" I could see the pathetic fake tears coming down from her cold grey eyes. Kim then proceeded to talk about nonsense "being true friends" all lies. Finally Archie "Now, she wasn't very pretty or smart, we still love you Lonnie-"
"Shut up!! None of you knew Lonnie" I yelled out "none of you cared for Lonnie, unlike me who knew the real girl, who was smart and pretty!!" I don't know what got over me?
Ms Clare gave me a disappointing look, then told me to head to the principal. Walking out all I could see was Heather making it all about her, grabbing the attention back to her. I was sick of this twisted world I lived in.

-I always loved going to school, meeting up with my friends. But getting to school was constantly a struggle! Bullies would always but at the front gate.

"Aw Lonnie are you wearing crocs with Leopard-print socks" call out Heather smith who I despised at the time. Ignoring them was the best way to get them to leave, but never worked! All I wanted to do was go back to the festival and dance with..-

Walking out of class was the worse experience of my life, but I could stand them girls. I tripped over a bag of seeds owned by the green schools
"Wow are you already there, here let me help you" Theo was one of the innocent boys of FairViewHigh, he had a good heart. Hijme stumbled over.
"Aren't you that guy who was best friends with Lonnie Ferndale?" I didn't want to comment, so I backed up slowly and ran
Running into Monique..