Hello everyone, idk if anyone is going to see this but hey. I have always liked writing, I don't have the perfect grammar but I hope some of you can relate and feel less alone. idk what's wrong with me. I feel disconnected with myself and society. i feel like I am depressed. too scared to get diagnosed so I pretend it's not depression. Maybe it's anxiety from college, relationships, family and society. I feel like no one is here for me. My family has caused emotional damage and trauma. affecting me to be all messed up. I cannot count on my family for anything. my friends they have to much going on. my boyfriend, let's just say I don't feel like i'm his priority. it's okay that i'm not his priority but sometimes you need ur significant other. if i didn't bored you with my crappy life, i hope you say and continue to read.