With the slit of my wrist you stole my heart (niall horan fanfic)

I slam the bathroom door in front of Beth's face*

Steph! Please would you just come out of the bathroom and talk to me!?! She said worried.

No! I don't want to talk to anyone just go away! I hate you ! I hate everybody ! I shouted with tears pouring down my cheeks.

I walk to the other Side of the room outside the toilet cubical and and look up to the ceiling with my back against the wall I slowly slide down and cry painfully.

No one understands I think to myself. I pick up my phone and take of the phone out of the face and pick up the razior blade inside it.with tears streaming down my face I begin slitting my wrists tear drop falls in seeps into the cut and I chuck the razior blade. I have locked my self in the school bathroom for two hours .

* ending bell rings*

I pick up my phone and phone case and unlock the bathroom door as I walk out I fiddle putting the phone case back on my phone and then realize that I left my razior blade in the bathroom I turn around to walk back in and get it but before I can open the door I see josh*

*How can I explain josh he is the typical football jock and jerk ,tall,muscular,dark hair and dark green eyes but don't be fooled by his charm he's a total user and asshole.*

Oh shit ! I said in a monotone

He catches my eye and give me an evil smirk I turn and walk away but he catches upto me

Woah! What's with the eye makeup? FREAK! He said with a loud husky yell.

with that he barges into me and begins to walk off.

I look down at me phone to see my reflection all my mascara h run down my cheeks making me look like an emo freak I put my phone in my pocket and get my long brown to cover my face as I continue to walk and look at the ground.

I put my earphones in and begin listening to Ed Sheeran U.N.I

I don't know but there is something about Ed Sheeran that soothes my it like he know exactly what to say or sing.

I get my house and instead of walking through the front door I walk to the other side of the house and climb up the tree that lead to my room up stairs I jump to my window and lifted it open and chucked my bag in and then climb through after . I walk over to lock my door shut ,I plug in my iPod and blasted one direction - they don't know about us

I collapse on my bed and drifted to sleep.

Sorry it's a bit boring right now but in the next chapter I will bring in Niall

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Okay so I don't know how to open a new page so bare with me I'm new heheh

I would like to dedicate this chapter to Maggie Lu because she is my first fan !!!

Chapter 2:

I slowly open my eyes. The light shining through my window attacks my eyes and I imidently shut them again. I sit up out of my starfish bed position and realized that the blood from my wrists have stained my sheets .

Ohh shit! I said whispering loudly I quickly get up and make my bed before my mum comes in and flips out. She has no idea i do that kind of stuff.

**my phone rings**

I answered my phone to omg!! Steph are you okay!?!

"Yes I'm fine Beth "I said in a bland tone

"Are you sure?! I mean you did lock yourself in the girls bathroom for half the day!" She said worried.

"Yes I just needed time to myself , I ...I just need something to take my mind off stuff" I said rubbing my eyes.

"We'll if you want to relax come with my to this night club tonight ?" Beth said happily.

" uhh I don't know?.... " I said unsure.

oh come on I'm not taking no for an answer!! I will pick you up at 8 she then hung up leaving me with no option but to go.

Ughhh!!! I moaned , I quickly got dressed into black skinny jeans and a long baggy navy blue jumper I brush my long dark brown hair to one side,I grab my bag and begin to walk down stairs.

"Hey your up?!" My mum said cherpy.

"Uh yeah" I said not making eye contact to her