Aftershock [Solangelo]

IV. Im gay remember

Solangelo-
NICO
We lay in my cabin, in the morning, wrapped in blankets and watching a movie. I didn't even know what movie it was; I was slightly busy.
Will was lazily trailing kisses down my jawline. He left a sloppy kiss on the corner of my mouth, then proceeded to nuzzle his face into my neck. His mouth rested on my collarbone.
We lay like that for a bit; his arms wrapped around me, my leg sprawled across him. I heard someone speak from the tv.
I glanced down at Will, who's eyes were closed and his lips still attached to my neck. How did I ever get so lucky? Me, an emo kid with way too many mythomagic cards, with him. Practically a god, with beautifully sculpted muscles and a six pack and archery skills and blue eyes and blonde hair and everything I could ever wish for.
Will's eyes fluttered open and he looked up, catching me staring at him.
He laughed softly and pulled away from my neck. The cold hit me hard where his skin used to be.
Will bit his lip as he put both elbows on either side of my head and rolled so he was on top of me. The sun streamed in from the window and landed on his short blonde hair, making it shine golden.
He attached his soft plump lips to mine, kissing me. He was gentle- more gentle then I ever thought someone so big could be. I could feel Will smile into the kiss.
It lasted long- so long I lost track of time. My hands went down to his waist under the blanket, my fingertips skimming his tshirt.
I heard music playing from the tv, but I payed no mind. Will detached his lips from mine, after what felt like ages, but he wasn't finished.
He trailed kisses down my jawline, each one slow and sloppy. I felt him smile against my skin. He looked back up at me. His blue eyes had a soft gaze, and I could help but feel like I was going to melt.
He went back down to my neck, leaving scattered, sloppy kisses down to my collarbone. He wasn't rough, and I knew that he wasn't leaving any marks. Instead he was gentle and passionate. It was a mix I would never expect out of someone like Will.
As soon as Will got to my collarbone, he pulled away and looked into my eyes again. It was as if every time he went back up and looked at me, he was silently asking permission for him to continue. He kissed me once more on the lips. Then he went back down, trailing kisses along the prominent outlines of my collarbone. He passed them and pulled down the neckline of my shirt, kissing as much of my chest as he could get from pulling it down.
I understood what he needed and, without words, sat up and pulled off my black shirt. I tossed it onto the hardwood floor and lay back down.
Will looked into my eyes again. I held his blue gaze until he pulled away and went down to my chest. He continued his path from before, leaving soft kisses down the middle of my pale chest. His lips never really left my skin; every kiss was attached.
Suddenly, I realized where Will was going with this. He was going farther and farther down my rib cage and my stomach......
A moan escaped my lips as Will left a kiss on my hip bone.
He pulled away and went back to my lips. He kissed me once and then looked into my eyes, the intense gaze still there. His finger was hooked through one belt loop of my jeans.
"Do you wanna...?" Will tugged my jeans downwards.
"Will......I....I'm only 16....." I whispered.
Will closed his eyes and kept them closed.
"I'm sorry. I forgot...... I should have known you wouldn't want to move so quickly.......Im so dumb..." Will rolled off of me so he was sitting on the bed beside me. He ran a hand through his hair nervously.
I chuckled at his nervousness.
"Will, I never said I didn't want to."
Will looked at me, confusion apparent on his face. I said,
"Well, I don't want to. I want to.....save myself.. For when I'm ready. But that doesn't mean we can't do..everything else." I watched as Will looked down at his hands, still obviously upset over something.
"But..... I should have known. You're only sixteen, and I'm eighteen. Of course you wouldn't want to do something. I always move too fast in relationships. And in the end it scares the other off." He murmured.
I opened my arms wide and said, "c'mere." Will looked up surprised, but obliged. He shuffled over to me and wrapped his big arms around me, resting his head on my shoulder.
We pulled apart. I grabbed his hands and looked into his sad eyes before saying,
"Will, I have known you since the second Titan war. Ever since I met you, you have been the one making moves. And I love that. If you didn't make those first moves, talking to me, holding my hand, asking me out, then I probably wouldn't even know who you are right now. You were always the one to make a first move, and I never said no to it. If you would have held my hand and I didn't want you to, then I would have said no ages ago. But I didn't. I really really like you, Will, and you're not scaring me off any time soon."
I finished my speech with a giving him a huge kiss before adding, "the only reason I said no right now, is because this whole thing is new to me. I have never even kissed a boy before you. I just want to take it slow until I know that I'm ready."
Will grinned hugely and knocked me over onto the bed with a hug. He kissed me once, slowly, but not passionately like the ones before. I giggled into the kiss.
Will pulled apart and hovered over me, his eyes twinkling once again.
"What, so you're saving yourself. That's pretty impressive. 'Don't push the carriage, 'till you're in a marriage!'"
I laughed before saying, "no, not 'till marriage. I'm gay, remember?"
Will frowned and looked thoughtful. "What, that's still not legalized? Wow, they need to get their shit together. So what are you saving yourself for?"
I grinned. "For...... The right guy I guess. But where will I find the right man to take me once and for all?" I joked.
Will coughed loudly. "Right here! There's the right man right here in front of you!" He pointed to himself, trying to hold back a grin.
"Hmmm," I wondered out loud. " I don't know any gay guys that I'm dating... It would be perfect if they had blonde hair and blue eyes.... Maybe 18 years old?"
"I volunteer as tribute!" Will cried out, making the three finger symbol.
I laughed and pecked him on the lips.
"I'm going back to bed."

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AN- OOOHH, gettin fiery 😉 I actually love Will so much in this story, and SOLANGELO OMGHGDKD
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