i gasp as the crimson liquid pulses from my arm,
enjoying the feel of pain....pleasure.
my eyes unfocus but i stay steady.
the hot water pounding at my back; turning my body red...
...red like blood.
My blood.
i watch the stream slow...then fade.
it's aggravating, watching it stop..
i want it back, all of it.
almost as much as i want him..
..the person who keeps my blood flowing..
Cam.
